Just right when I thought I was
getting familar with the voices inside my
head
and walking through my days half alive, you came
along.
I don't know if I could say you have saved me,
for I don't even know if I wanted to be saved.. at least not in
this way.
My sleepless nights.. are still sleepless nights but spent next to
you.
My empty fridge is now filled with groceries that could make
dinner for two.
My once depressing mornings have turned into waking up to a
"good morning" from you.
My playlist of songs for grieving is replaced with songs ready
for a roadtrip anytime soon.
But most importantly, my empty cold heart has turned into
blazing fire because of you.
Now I don't know where my reckless mind might take
us
but whatever will be the end of this -for the first
time-
I want it to be a happyone.
As you grow up, I hope you won't
feel this ache anymore, I hope that you won't make watching a
sad movie an excuse for you to cry over everything that's
causing you pain. I hope by the time you had the chance to read
this, you'd finally be happy again. If not, I'd like to
believe that you at least tried.
"How can you say you love one
person
when there are ten thousand people in the world
that you would love more if you ever met them?
But you'll never meet them.
All right, so we do the best we can. Granted.
But we must still realize that love is just the result
of a chance
encounter."