HannahKennison

Listen to me. 
No artsy or depressing pictures.
No distraction fonts. No color.
Just read this. 
Somebody cares.
And it will get easier.
It may not seem like it, I know.
But I promise that at LEAST one person cares.
You are so beautiful (or handsome)
And you deserve so much more
than what you do to youself.
Don't hurt yourself, don't beat yourself down,
don't hold it in.
Just let it all out, and breath. 
Beacause the fact that you can breath is pretty amazing. 

Don't Give That Up. 

 

After my boyfriend broke up with me i got completly waisted at a party of some friends. I ended up breaking down in a closet. One of my guy friends (who has liked me for years) found me and helped me into bed. When i tried to sleep with him he pushed me away and sais 
"Right now your drunk, and even though this is something I've wanted for years, I dont want you to wake up and regret it. So go to sleep and if in the morning you still want to, then I'll be here" 


I F**KING LOVE THAT KID. 




I didnt end up sleeping with him though

my boyfriend just changed his relationship stauts to engaged...


To Emma Stone...


Which is not me...

you're to young
to be this sad

Here's my problem, I push people away. I push, and push, and push, until they don't want to stay anymore. I push people who love me and ginually care about me, away, and I keep the people who make me feel useless. I keep them because at least they are talking about me. Im an attension seeker and I cant help it. I hate it when all we do is talk about other people, because, just because im good at giving advice, dosn't mean im perfect. I have my life together, but that dosn't mean im not scared to move on, because things fall apart. If i push people away i know that, that's one less thing that can fall apart in my life. 

i HATE you!
but i have no room for it, with all the bitterness and pain that is burying me every single day.
i dont! i have no more room.
i dont know if im going to make it through this.
but i know i cant do it with you around.

it is easier to degrade, make fun of, humiliate, and generally just sh/t all over someone than admit that you love them. 

Losing my cool
When I see you around
Yeah its tearing me down
But to you its whatever