Him. I wish i could read his mind,
and know what he thinks of me.
I wish we were closer than friends,
if we weren't strangers.
I wish we got to know each other,
I wish a wish would come true,
So I could be happy with
you.
Damn, Nobody knows how to keep
their mouths shut nowadays.
Why make a promise not to tell
something if you can't keep it?
Your like a penny.
Two-faced, worthless,
and in everyone's
pants.
I’m not skinny. I’m not
fat. I’m not hungry. I’m not full. I’m not
pretty. I’m not ugly. I’m not funny. I’m not
boring. I’m not smart. I’m not dumb. I’m not
worthless. I’m not perfect. I’m not the best.
I’m not the worst. I’m not content. I’m not not
okay. I’m not helpless. I’m not self-sufficient.
I’m not surrounded by many people. I’m not alone.
I’m not wanted. I’m not unwanted. I’m not all
smiles. I’m not all tears. I don’t have a purpose to
live. I don’t have a reason to leave. I’m not worthy
of love. I’m not deserving of hate. I’m not the
strongest person. I’m not the weakest person. I’m not
ready to live. I’m not ready to leave this world behind.
I’m not moving forward. I’m not moving back.
I’m not skinny. I’m not fat. I’m not hungry.
I’m not full. I’m not pretty. I’m not ugly.
I’m not funny. I’m not boring. I’m not smart.
I’m not dumb. I’m not worthless. I’m not
perfect. I’m not the best. I’m not the worst.
I’m not content. I’m not not okay. I’m not
helpless. I’m not self-sufficient. I’m not surrounded
by many people. I’m not alone. I’m not wanted.
I’m not unwanted. I’m not all smiles. I’m not
all tears. I don’t have a purpose to live. I don’t
have a reason to leave. I’m not worthy of love. I’m
not deserving of hate. I’m not the strongest person.
I’m not the weakest person. I’m not ready to live.
I’m not ready to leave this world behind. I’m not
moving forward. I’m not moving back. I’m not skinny.
I’m not fat. I’m not hungry. I’m not full.
I’m not pretty. I’m not ugly. I’m not funny.
I’m not boring. I’m not smart. I’m not dumb.
I’m not worthless. I’m not perfect. I’m not the
best. I’m not the worst. I’m not content. I’m
not not okay. I’m not helpless. I’m not
self-sufficient. I’m not surrounded by many people.
I’m not alone. I’m not wanted. I’m not
unwanted. I’m not all smiles. I’m not all tears. I
don’t have a purpose to live. I don’t have a reason
to leave. I’m not worthy of love. I’m not deserving
of hate. I’m not the strongest person. I’m not the
weakest person. I’m not ready to live. I’m not ready
to leave this world behind. I’m not moving forward.
I’m not moving back. I’m not skinny. I’m not
fat. I’m not hungry. I’m not full. I’m not
pretty. I’m not ugly. I’m not funny. I’m not
boring. I’m not smart. I’m not dumb. I’m not
worthless. I’m not perfect. I’m not the best.
I’m not the worst. I’m not content. I’m not not
okay. I’m not helpless. I’m not self-sufficient.
I’m not surrounded by many people. I’m not alone.
I’m not wanted. I’m not unwanted. I’m not all
smiles. I’m not all tears. I don’t have a purpose to
live. I don’t have a reason to leave. I’m not worthy
of love. I’m not deserving of hate. I'm just me
and
I tripped and dropped my
books and binders all over the stairs today.
You stopped and helped me pick them up-
then when we reached for the same book,
our eyes met.
You finally noticed me. ♥