HaveFaithInMe_x3

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I see a lot of people on here
saying things and that they hate their life.

I just read. And I tear up.

Because I would do anything to have a life like that.
:c

Its sad. It really is.
When you have to look up numbers to mental hospitals because of the way your dad is acting.

I feel bad for him.
But my mom cant handle this
and I dont wanna see anything happen to her.

My dad isnt a bad person. Although thats how people see him.
Its just that my parents have mental issues. A lot..
And a lot of people just wont understand that. :l

Alright.
So I shouldnt yell at my dad.
But when he treats my MOM the way he does.
HOW CAN I NOT?
Me and my brother, we will handle ourselves.
But my mom cant do it. SHE DESERVES SO MUCH BETTER!
And everyone treats her like sh-t!

This is SO messed up.!

With tears in my eyes
I still smile

Because I keep repeating
"This is all happenening for a reason..
..but why?"

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I am a loving person.
But you KNOW youve done something very very wrong
When I can honestly say "I hate you."

Youve saved me from my self

~❤~

Its been over 2 months.
2 months since Ive last cut.
The scars have barely healed.
I cant do it again.

But I really really want to.

People say I have an awful life They say I deserve better That I'm beautiful That I'm such a good person.. But I don't believe them. This is my life, whatever is in it has a reason. Its what I deserve. They don't realize that.. I'm really not a good person, either. I hurt people. A lot.