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Hey, yeah, guys, so, hi! I haven't been on this account in a while, and this is probably stupid, but.. to anyone who actually liked my quotes before they became stupid rants about guys, I have a new account, TheHalfbacksGirl so uh yeah.. follow for a follow??? Comment me on that account if I don't follow you back within like a day, if you really want the follow back that bad.. I know this is corny but uh yeah...

12/29

My friend (AllyReneexD) and I are making today the national "Youtube/Funny GIF/Computer Sht Day!"

To start off your new holiday celebrations, check these out:

http://e621.net/data/f6/b1/f6b1e5e60209f61e2b8db7114c00537e.swf

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5_sfnQDr1-o

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pqJpf6tidn0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fVDGu82FeQ

Seriously, spread the news guys, we all do it all day everyday anyway, NATIONAL HOLIDAY HERE WE COME!

 

Beauty from Pain

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message to anyone who actually read this:

I'm really not feeling it with this one and I gotta new account and I'm not writing this anymore nor am I using this account much if at all.. 

OMG
         i haven't been on in a while and i just realized the witty chat room! AHHH<3 THANKYOU STEVE       

 

 

Beauty from Pain

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JD'S POV

When I got into the main lobby, Nurse R. and Emi's mom were walking into the office. "Are you JD? I'm Megan Lawrence, Emi's mom," she said. I hung my head. "I'm sorry about what happened. It was my fault. I..I feel horrible," I whispered, barely audible. She gave me a sad smile then went into the office. I slowly walked upstairs to my locker, grabbed my things, and started walking home. I really screwed up this time.

EMI'S POV

"Emi. Emi, wake up baby girl. Come on. Wake up," someone whispered. They were inches from my face, I could feel it. Whoever it was, their minty fresh breathe warmed my face. "Em, kiddo, can you hear me?" the voice whispered again. I moaned in response. It sounded like my mom. "Mommy?" I asked, my voice sounding childish. "Are you okay hun? How do you feel? Where does it hurt?" she asked, relief and concern filing it's way into her calm, secure voice. "My ankle. Thassall" my words came out tired and slurred. I tried sitting up, and the room began spinning. "Emi," Nurse Robose started, sounding concerned, "will you do something for me? It's simple and doesn't involve much movement." "Uhmokay Iguessssss." I slurred my words again, and held out the s too long. God, I sounded drunk! "Thankyou. Extend your arms to either side of you, please," she asked. I obeyed. Next she had me touch the tip of my nose with each hand. Then I had to line my teeth together and smile, and she checked my eyes. She took my vitals, and looked up. "She doesn't seem to have a concussion or anything. Maybe she's just tired," she concluded. I interjected that I was, in fact, completely exhausted. "Well, I better get you to the doctors and get that ankle checked," my mom said after a long silence, in which both of them were staring at me, confused and concerned, the emotions written clearly in their eyes. It's amazing how much you can tell about someones feelings through their eyes.

So I've come to a decision about the chapter songs. I'm only going to add them if it really really really matches and intesifies the chapter. Certain chapters just don't have a song that'll work with them. Thanks to anyone who reads this crud-hole story. Haha. Feedback(comments/faves) are super greatly totally appreciated. Thanks guys.
Oh and BTW! on the feedback topic, I'd REALLY like comments about things you guys like/don't like/suggestions and stuff like that cuz I really wanna know if a) anyone's reading this and  b) they like it or not(and if not what I can do to fix it) THANKS!
 

 

Beauty from Pain

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EMI'S POV

I woke up in the nurses office. Nurse Robose was on the phone with my mom I think, and JD was at the side of my bed, holding my hand. It looked like he had cried. Hard. I had only opened my eyes lightly, and didn't want to wake up and face reality yet. I twitched my fingers ever so slightly, and JD's head flew up. His crystal clear blue eyes locked on mine, and he began to tear up and sob. I had never seen a boy like him sob like that. I opened my eyes fully, and realized I had a searing pain in my ankle. I looked down to see it was all swollen and blotchly, 3 times the size of a normal ankle. I gasped, but it was too quiet for anyone to hear. I guess I lost my voice, or I'm losing it at the moment. There was a slight silence, but Nurse R. spoke soon, ending it's soothing yet frightening weight, lightening the room, but adding a new tension. "JD, honey, if you keep crying, I'm going to have to kick you out. You're getting a little over emotional, don't you think?" Nurse Robose said. "Over..over emotional?! OVER EMOTIONAL?!" JD began yelling at her. "IT'S MY FAULT! IT'S MY FAULT SHE'S IN HERE!! I'll be lucky if she ever talks to me again! I love her!" he began crying again. "Emi..Emi I love you...that part was true. Since I met you...in 7th grade...I knew I loved you. We're..we're in 10th grade now, and Emi..Emi, I still love you," he said almost inaudibly. I barely heard it. "JD," Nurse Robose started. "I think it's time you leave. Emi's mother will be here soon. She needs x-rays of her ankle," she finished softly. "No.." I tried to say, but it came out as nothing more than a raspy whisper. "NO!" I tried again, this time more forcefully. It was at least loud enough to hear this time. "Honey, he needs to leave," Nurse R. said sweetly. "I want him here with me..I'm not going anywhere without him," I said at finally a normal voice. Nurse R. puckered her lips, and opened her mouth to protest, but decided not to. "If he cries anymore he's leaving," she said, then turned around and stalked out into the hall. To wait for my mom I supppose. "Emi..I'm sorry. I-" JD began. "Save it, I don't care. I just need my best friend with me, and she's not here. You're the only one I can talk to now. That's the only reason you're here because you're right, after today, I probably won't ever talk to you again. I just don't want to be alone," I said coldly. With that, I turned to my side with my back facing him so he wouldn't see me cry. He came back to the bedside and sat on the edge, rubbing my back. I was too hurt and confused to fight back, so I let him comfort me until I fell asleep again.

JD'S POV

After Emi's speech, which hurt enough, I rubbed her back, thinking about how much I had hurt her. I knew how insecure she was, how fragile, and she trusted me. I will never forgive myself. Soon, she fell asleep, and pushed the hair from her face and tucked it behind her ear. Her hair was so soft, and her skin too. I stroked her cheek, wondering what was taking her mom so long. Slowly, gently, I bent down and kissed her cheek. The same fireworks from our kiss earlier began in my stomach, and I held her small, fragile hand in both of mine. I would make this up to her. I know that I would never make it even, but I'll do my best to make it up to her. I sat in silence, her breathing the only sound in the office, for God know's how long, just thinking on how much I hated myself for this. After what felt like an eternity, I kissed her forehead, then walked out to see if her mom was here.

Chapter song: Breathe Me-Sia*
^ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SFGvmrJ5rjM ^

It's getting a little difficult to find a song I like for the chapter song so that may stop..but anyway, thanks for the faves and comments guys<3 I appreciate it! any suggestions or ideas for what happens next? comment! ;*
By the way, this is a really good song, so I would listen to the whole thing if I were you! At least, I like this song so yeah!
 

So I have a concussion...
and can't do anything..I feel useless</3




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