HeartBrokenHeartBreaker

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Joined: January 4, 2012
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HI!... My name is Kayci. I would like to thank one of my best friends for showing me this website on one of the worst nights of my life. We barely talk anymore, but I'll always love her. <3

How about I just put up... 30 facts about myself? Sounds good? Then let's get started!

1) I love my friends more than I love myself.
2) I come across as really shy, but once we get closer, I'm a bombshell!
3) I used to cut myself.
4) I haven't cut myself for about 2 weeks compared to almost every night.
5) Sometimes. I'm consumed by my insecurities.
6) I always have a smile on my face, one that people rarely look behind.
7) I'm really lazy.
8) The F button on my keyboard randomly stops working sometimes.
9) I write stories on www.wattpad.com
10) I wouldn't be where I am today if it wasn't for my best friends.
11) I was self-diagnosed with depression.
12) I've attempted suicided before.
13) Have you noticed I put in some really random things in there? I do it to lighten the mood. :)
14) I fall in love easily.
15) I hate most of who I am, but there are at least a couple of things I like about myself.
16) I'm also self-diagnosed with Insomnia.
17) Nobody believes there's anything wrong with me, but I know there is.
18) I'm a shoulder to cry on that needs a shoulder to cry on.
19) I'm obsessed with Logan Lerman and Cam Gigandet.
20) Only 10 more to go! Yay!
21) Even though I don't know any of you... I do know that you're all beautiful in every way.
22) There's no such thing as 'normal' or 'perfect'. There's just 'beautiful' and amazing'.
23) I love being weird.
24) I've been bullied my entire life.
25) I don't want pity, that's not why I'm on here. I just want someone who knows what I've been through.
26) I want a Witty-best-friend, because they're the best kind.
27) I don't think the Internet is a bad place, it's my only escape from reality. That, and music.
28) My dream is to become a famous musician/singer.
29) Sometimes, I put on my mom's make-up and wish I was as confident and beautiul as her.
30) There are so many things I wish I could change about myself, but I would end up finding something wrong with the changes and have to start all over, so I don't.

BONUS FACTS!

31) I'm so proud of my mom, because she is raising me by herself, along with having the expenses of a family of 6. I don't tell her as much as I should, but I love her and I would do anything for her.
32) Sometimes, a brutal slap in the face from reality is juat what I need.
33) The number 3 is my favorite number, so had to do this. :D

I love you all. You're all beautiful people, never let anybody tell you any different! <3<3<3<3<3<3

Quotes by HeartBrokenHeartBreaker

10 favorites
• Favorite Color: Purple. (:
• Favorite Food: Ramen Noodles / Jerk Chicken.
• Favorite Singer(s): Gavin DeGraw, Adele, and Ryan from HCR.
• Favorite Show: NCIS / Law & Order: SVU.
• Favorite Sport: Swimming.
• Favorite Season: Winter.
• Favorite Day Of the Week: Friday.
• Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Mint Chocolate Chip.
• Favorite Time of Day: Nighttime.

9 currents

• Current Mood: Numb.
• Current Taste: Soy Sauce.
• Current Clothes: Tank Top and Sweatpants
• Current Computer: Hp
• Current Finger/Toenail Color: Toes: some shiny turquoise; Fingers: two are blue and one is green.
• Current Time: 6:32.
• Current Surroundings: My living room.
• Current Annoyance(s): My Family.
• Current Thought: Get Me Out Of Here.

8 Firsts
• First Best Friend: Dru.
• First crush this school year: Anthony.
• First Screen Name: reka1222.
• First Pet: Seven cats and 5 dogs.
• First Piercing: Ears.
• First Thing You Did Today: Played with my cat.
• First Thing You Ate Today: Jerk Chicken.
• First School: Triple C School.

7 Lasts
• Last Food Consumption: Ramen Noodles.
• Last Car Ride: Coming home from the airport two days ago.
• Last Text Message: Haileigh.
• Last Movie Seen: Dark Shadows.
• Last Item Bought: A watch.
• Last CD Played: Don't use CDs.
• Last Website You Were On: Witty/Wattpad.

6 Have You Evers
• Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: Nope.
• Have You Ever Broken the Law: Hell yes.
• Have You Ever Been Arrested: Never been caught.
• Have You Ever Been on TV: Yup
• Have Ever Walked Into A Sliding Glass Door: Who hasn't?!
• Have You Ever Sat On The Roof: Yea.

5 Places You've Been To
• 1. Panama.
• 2. Ohio.
• 3. Jamaica.
• 4. Mexico.
• 5. England.

4 Things
• You're Wearing: Tank Top and Sweatpants.
• You Did Last Night: Write stories on Wattpad.
• What Can You Hear Right Now: My iPod on shuffle.
• You Can't Live Without: Music, My best friends, and God.

3 People You Can Tell Anything To
• 1. Haileigh.
• 2. Iain.
• 3. Erynn.

2 Choices
• 1. black or white: black
• 2. hot or cold: If it's weather, cold, but if it's anything else, hot.

1 Love
• Anthony.

Tha momen when
 
he  looks  into  your  eyes,
 and  you  know  he's  th
e  
ONE,  
an yo hop t Go tha yo neve los him.

Am I the only one that makes Ramen Noodles
at 4:30 on a Sunday morning?

Hey guys.
I know I haven't been on here for like... months,
but I'm back, and I'm here to stay babeh!
Just thought I'd share that... :) <3

Stay beautiful! <3 xoxo

"What's wrong with me?"
Millions of girls ask themselves this question every SINGLE day.

It's horrible, just because there's people who like to point out every single flaw.
I want to make a movement. When you feel alone because you feel alone and no one knows how you feel, look on this list.
Each girl that reads this. I want you to post your biggest insecurity about yourself.
It'll become a list. I just want to show each and everyone of you that you're not alone.


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1. My weight.
2. My weight
3. My weight.
4. My weight.
5. My flat chest
6. my face
7. my belly flab
8. My acne.
9. my nose and flat chest. :(
10. My face
11. I'm fat . . .
12.im fat and i hate it
13. My nose, and my teeth. babyblues575
14. me.
15.the area between my stomach (which is flat) and my boobs (wierd but it just doesnt belong)
16. My weight, my height, my skin - HoldOnToSixteen
17. My weight and my arms.
18.My weight
19.my stomach
20. Everything - HeartBrokenHeartBreaker.

I find it funny how you said, "You can trust me, I'll never hurt or betray you..."

Then, that very same night, you completely destroyed my life...

But it's okay. I finally realized that you were exactly what I first thought you were, just another guy that says he cares, lies like there's no tomorrow, and then walks away when you need him the most...



 

I'M OVER IT.

you put me through hell,
ripped my heart to pieces,
made me feel worthless.
i was in love with you for a year,
but how did i get over you in just
two days?

 

Rules :)
1.) Open your library (iTunes, Media Player, all the rest...)
2.) Put it on shuffle
3.) Press play

4.) For every question, type the song that's playing


Opening Credits: Turning Tables - Adele
Waking up: My Apocalypse - Escape The Fate
First day of school: Issues - Escape The Fate
Falling in love: Animal - Neon Trees
Breaking up: I'm Into You - Jennifer Lopez ft. Lil Wayne
Studying/Working: Unfriend You - Greyson Chance
Life: Cosmic Love - Florence + The Machine
Mental Breakdown: Shark in the Water - VV Brown
Sunny Day: Waiting Outside the Lines -  Greyson Chance
Rainy Day: Skyscraper - Demi Lovato
Party Music: Zombie Dance - Escape The Fate
Driving: Watch Me - Bella Thorne & Zendaya
Sleeping: Man Down - Rihanna
Nightmares: If I Die Young - The Band Perry
Flashback: Who You Are - Jessie J
Wedding: Moment 4 Life -  Nicki Minaj ft. Drake
Birth of child: Danza Kuduro - Don Omar ft. Lucenzo

Final Battle: The Man Who Can't be Moved - The Script
Funeral Song: How to Love - Lil Wayne

End Credits: E.T. - Katy Perry

You led me on... Played with my emotions...
Let me think we had something...
PRETENDED TO CARE.
But now, I've given up on love...
Are you happy now?

 

you didn't realize that someone like me could fall in love so easily,
did you? ...
i guess if you did, then i wouldn't want to die, now would i?