Heart_Broken_4Eva

I guess I should have known. All this time, all you wanted was my friend. This was all for nothing. I hope you have a good time with her.

...With the Venomous Kiss you Gave Me, I'm Killing Loneliness. With the Warmth of your arms you Save Me, Oh I'm Killing Loneliness with You...
-Killing Loneliness H.I.M.

I fake a Smile so No One Knows...
I'm Missing Him

And I never wanna say goodbye </3

I think of all the years I spent
just passing through.
I'd like have the time I lost
& give it back to you.
But you just smile & take my hand
you've been there, you understand.
It's all part of a grander plan
that is coming true.
And every long lost road that lead me
to where you are.
Others who broke my heart...they were like northern stars.
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms.
This much i know is true,
that God blessed the broken road,
that lead me straight to you. <3

Give Me Strength and Keep Reminding Me
That Blood is Thicker than Water
Oh, but Love is Thicker than Blood
And if blood is Thicker than Water
Then What are We Fighting For

...and I think we should be just friends. For now at least...
That is the worst thing you can say to a girl. It makes her feel not good enough. She thinks "If I can't be good enough for you how can I be good enough for someone else"?

I cant fight this feeling any longer
And yet Im still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship, has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show

I tell myself that I cant hold out forever
I said there is no reason for my fear
Cause I feel so secure when were together
You give my life direction
You make everything so clear

And even as I wander
Im keeping you in sight
Youre a candle in the window
On a cold, dark winters night
And Im getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
Its time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever

Cause I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crashing through your door
Baby, I cant fight this feeling anymore

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
Ive been running round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that Im following you, girl
Cause you take me to the places that alone Id never find

And even as I wander Im keeping you in sight
Youre a candle in the window on a cold, dark winters night
And Im getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
Its time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever

Cause I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door
Baby, I cant fight this feeling anymore.

I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me...
I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed...
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
Your takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
And lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.