HelloSmileyFace

Status: Lonely... hmu?!
Joined: March 11, 2013
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 352829
Location: In Guy Sebastian's bed <33
Gender: F

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Quotes by HelloSmileyFace

You know what?
yes, I have changed. I'm not as nice as I used to be, because I don't want to get used or walked over, I don't trust everyone and tell them my secrets, because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing b*tch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they're only going to leave. I have changed because I have realized that
I'm the only person I can depend on.

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Just an old love song, just the mention of your name, my heart breaks in two again. I guess some things never change.

He broke her heart,
She broke his X-Box

You thought that
I think we all know who cried harder




 

 

 


It’s not the goodbye that hurts,
it’s the flashbacks that follow.
It went from butterflies fluttering in my stomach to bees stinging in my heart.
Empty, betrayed, and no happiness; that's heartbreak. You don't want to cry, what's the point? You feel like your heart is falling apart, but your life is going to fall apart too. You don't think it will ever end, like it feels impossible to stop loving them. Friends wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them? That's the confusing part, you don't know why. After a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief,but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You've spent so many nights laying awake in bed, and fear of rejection. After about a million tears have been cried, finally pull yourself back together and keep going. You look back on all of the hurt you had from this,and you realize it's horrible. You're still hurt but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. You just sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this.
today just isn't my day....... >.< ..... Saw Damion's new girlfriend (that looks like a total lesb/ian).... and saw .. him.... </3 Haven't seen him in three months.... It still hurts... deeply. It's been 13 months for him and his girlfriend.... </3 i don't think i will ever get him back.....
I don't know why i deserve all of this...... this pain im going through.. every realization i go through... I may never have enough courage or never get to see my birth parents... or my birth siblings... i dont know if i possess enough emotional strength to even face the next day... Somedays.. i just don't want to face it.. face the fact that they left me and don't want me anymore... no one wants me anymore... and everything else...  i just dont want to deal with it.... I just want it to be over </3 :'( 

When will this pain end? 
Did some things you can't speak of
But at night you live it all again
You wouldn't be shattered on the floor now
If only you would seen what you know now then
I guess you really did it this time
Left yourself in your warpath
Lost your balance on a tightrope
Lost your mind tryin' to get it back
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