HeyitsJodi

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I'll hold you close and show you

you're not broken.♥
 
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When she cries

The make-up runs from her eyes.
 
and  it  spills  the  truth  about

how she feels inside.


 
 
 



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Feeligs i used
to have aren't there.
And for the first time..
 I don't really care..

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I didn't want to admit it.

It was so much easier to lie
and hide the hurt

and emptiness..

To smile instead of cry.


 
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Forever Crying

on the inside..

 
 
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go ahead
and rain on me.
L e t   n o   o n e   s e e   m e   c r y i n g.

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Look me in the eyes,

tell me you love me,

and make me see i'm not the only one who wants this to work.
♥


 
-credit to phenomenal for the format.♥
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You all say you're my friends but friends don't say things like this to my face.

"If there was a no eating contest Jodi would win."
"Well if there was a low self esteem contest Jodi would win that too!"
"I bet she can't even name one thing she likes about herself. Right Jodi?"

JUST STOP.
Please?/:
 
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nmf

Everything anyone said about me is true.
{ I'm sorry i can't be what you want me to be.. }

I tried.

 

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Who am i?

(Chapter 2)

Time passes so slowly these days you lose the ability to entertain yourself and everything begins to get dull. I throw my waterbottle aside and fall back onto my bed. The ceiling, the walls, the floor, they're all so blank. The lights let off this annoying buzzing sound that drives me crazy sometimes. It makes my body tense with the fear of me getting up and screaming at them to let me out of this damn place. I start tapping my fingers together and moving my head from side to side when suddeny, *BAM!*, someone slams up against my door. "I'm not crazy!" yelled a shaking voice.
       It was a woman. I sat up quickly and watched her. "Get me out of here! I'm not crazy! I'm not crazy!" Then she stopped and her eyes set dead on me through my window. There was a moment of silence until a doctor tried pulling her away but she broke his grip and ran back to my window. "Look at her! That girl belongs here! She's insane, not me!" The woman's green eyes shot wide open and all sound stopped. You could see her mouth faintly moving but nothing was able to escape passed her lips. As she fell to the floor I caught sight of the doctor pulling a needle out of her arm. He gently moved her knotted, blonde hair away from her face. She looked frozen but somehow peaceful. A few more doctors showed up and put her on a stretcher. Did they kill her? No... it must be some kind of tranquilizer.
         The doctors started to carry her away but the one with the needle turned back and looked through the glass at me. I just stared back at him. He shook his head and walked off. Was that directed at me, like some kind of warning not to tell? Or some kind of apology about what just happened? I've never even seen that doctor before. I tried pushing the incident from my mind but I couldn't so I layed back down and forced myself to drift off to sleep.
        Only after a few moments though, at least that's how it felt, I was awoken with pain and the sound of voices. "How'd this happen?!" some man yelled. "I don't know! I found her like this!" I know that voice, it was Dr. Chin. I tried sitting up but was immediately thrown back down. When i opened my eyes there was blood.. and a lot of it.
        Bright lights were shining directly in my eyes. I lifted one arm and couldn't believe what I saw. My left arm was the same.. along with both legs. I felt my chest... same results... cuts. All along my body. But... how did this happen?


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