Heyitspoppy

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Happy 17th birthday to me


 

i once heard that if a crush lasts longer than
           4 months
you're in love
so what happens when
i've been infatuated with you
           for 36 months
have i fallen in love with you
           9 times
or have i simply wasted
           3 years
                       36 months
                                   156 weeks
                                               1092 days

I had a meeting at school today
and basically got a lecture and a half
because I "disappeared" last year and
basically did no work, but it was too hard
to do work and watch someone, all day, dying
a slow painful death from cancer.
I don't get why this keeps getting thrown in my face.
I'm not sorry I picked their last months over school.

I don' think I'll ever be able to understand how a person who knowingly has a child, someone they helped raise even if just for a little while, wants nothing to do with them. I don't care if the other parent of that child is horrible, or made a mistake, I will never be able to understand how someone can abandon their own flesh and blood. I could never imagine getting up, going to work, going about your everyday life not knowing where your child is, how they're feeling, what they're doing with their life. It hurts knowing there is someone out there who did that to me, knowing that the man that helped raised me has no idea what I'm doing, how I am, where my life is heading. It hurts even more knowing that he doesn't give a toss about me. But I know one thing, one great thing that will come out of this. If I ever have kids I know I will never put them through this.
That awkward moment when someones name is too long for the 'happy birthday' tune.
steve could be a bit like 'A' from pretty little liars. he has a really good chance. 
So my neighbors were having a yardsale this weekend (same neighbors I wrote 'Hold on to Him' about) and the mother (her actual name is Linda) was talking to me and she's probably the sweetest lady ever. She's still devastated over the loss of her son, which was 15 years ago. He would've been 30 this year and honestly I feel so awful for the family. Anyways, her other son (Ian, who's 28 and the main character in 'Hold on to Him') came outside and he's so gorgeous and cute and we were talking and Linda goes "Christina, if you were a little older I'd set you two up to get married!" and Ian and I laughed it off but on the inside I was like "These people don't know I wrote an entire story about my fantasies with their son..."







Internet Explorer: At least we still have each other
White Crayon: Yeah







 
I fell in love with someone....

Who'll never admit to loving me back....

And that kills me inside....

~heyitspoppy~
 
life sucks when you genuinely
fall in love with famous people