hit the age 13, I
didn't think change would come.
In fact, I had never experienced "change".
Only when I would
"change" my clothes or
"change" my hairstyle.
That's what I thought change meant. It does mean that, don't get
but that's what I thought it only meant.
didn't think life in general would change.
I loved my life back then. I had never taken anything seriously and I
joked around a lot,
made people laugh. I had never noticed the small things.
I had never looked in the mirror and thought, "wow, my nose is getting
or, "wow, my thighs
look huggge!". I just thought... well, I didn't
really think anything.
Just put some lip-gloss on and went, "yep! Ready for
school!". I didn't care how I
because there was nothing to care about.
If you get
called "fat" or "ugly",
fat and ugly is what you see in the
If you get called
"fat" and have somebody say to you that "you
should stop eating"
(and what they mean is stop eating the bad
actually stop eating.