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Hidden Feelings
Chapter 4
Addison's P.O.V
I need to find Emilee. I thought. I can't believe Corey asked me out.
It's almost lunch i'll see her there but i have another class before then without her. P.E. Great i get to get all sweaty before lunch. Ew.
Luckely we have showers.
I head of to the gym.
These teachers always start right of the bat so i know we wouldnt be going easy.
This year they decide to start of with groups.
It wasn't thn until i noticed Jesse was in my gym class.
Thankfully he didn't end up in my group.

All we had to do today was elementary games.
I love these games!
the class passed by fast and it was lunch.
I took a quick shower and headed of to the cafe.
I quickly found Emilee
"Emilee guess who has a date friday nighhht" i said all googely eyed
"you!?" she said with a smile on her face "with who?!"
She was whicked happy
"Corey Rogers" I smiled
I couldnt be more happier
This day went from good to worse to good
Hopefully it would stay that way.
But it didnt.
Soon after i had told Emilee about my date on friday Carly Henshaw came over to my table.
"hey Addison, i got stuck in Jesse's group in gym today, and i overheard him and John Heffer talking about you" She said no expression on her face.
"what did you hear?" my smile faded.
"not much  just heard your nam here and there" still expressionless.
"well okay thanks for telling me" i sighed.
She got up and walked away.

What could they have possibly been talking about?
Jesse's P.O.V
During gym i saw Addison.
I hoped that maybe i would be in her group
but i wasnt.
John Heffer saw me starring at her and came over to me.
"dude why dont you just go ask her out?" he hit my back
"why should i?" i looked at him
"because shes hot" he laughed
" i dont know if she likes me" i sighed.
"dude have you not seen the way that she looks a you?"
I didnt respond i just kept looking at her
"i'll try to help you out, i know she likes you" he smiled.
"thanks bro" i walked off.
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Teaser : "i cant believe she would do that to me, i thought"


 

Hidden Feelings
Chapter 3
Addison P.O.V

I can't believe its the first day and im already crying.
Yet again i keep believe Jesse just asked me that.
I almost had to gut to turn back around and re answer him with a yes.
Better yet i almost had the gut to go back and tell him i love him.
I couldn't.
Our friendship had already been ruined because of different feelings.
Ugh. i just wanted the day to be over asap. so i could go home and cry
I can't believe i let this happen. And if this is the way its gonna be for the rest of the year i dont even wanna go. While i was thinking about all this i didnt even realize that there was someone starring at me
He was cute, and he was starring.
At me.
He starts to walk over and i start and try to pull myself together.
"Hi im Corey" he says.
"im addison" i smile.
"nice to meet you addison, is it okay if i call you addy?" he smiles back at me.
totally forgetting that Aaron calls me Addy, i smile and nodd my head.
"alright Addy, i saw you walking alone and you look kinda sad and i was wondering if i could walk you to class?"
my next class was trig. Another one of the classes me and Emilee didnt have together.
"sure im in room 207, trig" i look at his eyes, they were greenish blue.
"really?, i have that class too!" he holds out his arm, waiting for me to interlock mine with it.
i'll take my chances. i lock my arm with his and we head to class.
When we get there we pick our seats and he sits next to me and we talk to eachother about what we wanna do after high school until class starts.
Surprisingly the teacher lets us off early.
Corey hands me his phone "put your number in"
as i put my number in i giggle and say "why?"
"you'll see" he winks at me. a few minutes later i get a text
"will you go on a date with me? friday night around 8? -Corey"
i reply with "i'd love to go on a date with you" with a flirty smile on my face.
For a few brief moments i totally forgot about Jesse.
Oh no i thought. Well. Maybe corey can help me get over Jesse.
He's a really nice guy.

Corey's P.O.V
As i close my locker i see this girl walking down the hallway all alone.
What's a girl that beautiful doing walking down a school hallway alone.
I wonder.
I walk up to her and as i get closer it looks like shes been crying.
"Hi im Corey" i say
"im addison" she smiles
God what a pretty smile
"nice to meet your addison, is it okay if i call you addy?" i flash my white teeth
she nodds in approval.
"alright addd, i saw you walking all alone and you look kinda sad and i was wondering if i could walk you to class?"
"sure room 207, trig"
i have that class. This would be a great oppurtunity to get to know her better
"really? i have that class too!" i hold out my arm waiting to see if she'll lock her arm with mine.
before class started i had learned that addy's parents are devorced. and shes an only child. her favorite color is neon green or yellow orange and she wants to be a wedding planner after high school.
The teacher is nice and lets us get off early. i hand addy my phone.
"put your number in"
as she is typing her number in she giggles and says "why?"
"you'll see" as i wink and then i set to work on a text that wouldnt take long to type.
I wanted her to be my girlfriend and i wanted her to know that.
the texts says "will you go on a date with me, friday around 8? -corey"
I added my name so she knew it was me.
not long after i sent the message i got a reply.
"i'd love to go on a date with you"
Yes. this will be a good relationship. i could already tell by the face addy was making.
she was looking at me like i was some model and i loved it.
she was so dang cute and i couldnt wait to make her mine.

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teaser: "i'll try to help you. i know she likes you too"

 

Hidden Feelings
Chapter 2
Part 2
Addisons P.O.V

Back at school after all this had come back in my mind. My eyes started to tear up.
"addison! Whats wrong?" Emilee standing right in front of me looked curios.
"nothing" i said rushing away to the bathroom.
When i got there, thankfully no one was in there, i just stared at myself in the mirror.
How could i have let him slip away? And now im stuck with Aaron creeping on me.
I leave the bathroom and bump into someone knocking the books out of their arms. I bend down to start picking up the books that they had dropped when a familar voice says
"Addison i got it" Jesse looked at me.
i hand him some of his books and turn away to leave when he grabs my arm and pulls me back and says
"Can things just go back to the way they were?"
As much as i wanted it to i shook my head and said "i cant, i just cant right now, im sorry" and walk away with tears running down my face.
I cant have a friendship with someone i have hidden feelings for.
It would happen.
Once again i left Jesse all alone.

Jesse's P.O.V
I knew Addison had physics with me but why was she late?
Then she came threw the door, i looked around there was only one seat left and it was next to me.
My heart dropped. She wouldnt want to sit next to me. But to my surprise she came in and sat right down next to me.
"hi Addison" i said very shyly as if she was one of those hot girls that guys wouldnt even bother to talk to.
But she was. Well she was hot to me anyway.
She didn't know that though. The only other thing i said to her after hi was "i love you" and she got up and walked away. Talk about rejection. I was so mad at myself for even trying that i couldnt talk to her. So i didn't for the rest of the summer. I dont even know if she still thinks that i like/love her. I know i do.
There was no reason for me not to love her.
She had nice hair and soothing eyes. Her smile,laugh and everything else she has is perfect.
I dont understand why she doesn't get much guys.
Class was soon over and i was on my way to the next one when someone came rushing out of the bathroom and knocked my books out of my arms.
It as Addison.
I just dyed a little, her eyes were puffy like she had just been crying and her cheeks were all pink too.
I bend over to get my books and say
"addison i got it."
She got up and handed me some of my books and started to walk away.
I couldnt let her go without knowing if there would every be another friendship like the one we had before happen again between us.
I grabbed her arm and twirled her around.
"Can things just go back to the way they were?" I said aloud.
But what i thought was completely different.
i.miss.you.
i.need.you.
i.love.you
"I cant, i just cant right now, im sorry" she walked away.
I couldnt help but cry a little. but as soon as the tears came i whiped the away.
another rejection from the girl i wanted to marry.

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teaser: "sure, i'll go on a date with you" she said with a flirty smile on her face.
Hidden Feelings
Chapter 2.
Part 1.
Addisons P.O.V

Aaron. Great. The last thing i needed was Aaron.
The bell rang which ment class was over, and i thought about not even going to the courtyard.
I was walking threw the hall and ran into Emilee. I told her what was happening
(Not like she would no what happened over the summer)
"Emilee!" I squeeled as i ran over to her.
"Addison!" she laughed. "How was physics?"
"I got stuck sitting next to Jesse, i still can't even talk to him" I sighed, i felt so guilty
"That blows" Emilee was looking at someone
Before i turn around to see who it is i tell her about Aaron.
"So this note landed on my desk" I say as i hand her the note "Aaron Dermondy wants to meet me in
the courtyard now, Should i go?"
Emilee looks at me with a puzzled look and says "I wouldn't bother going he isn't there"
I turn to see who she was looking at, and standing next to Olivia McKernans locker making out with Olivia was Aaron.
"Thanks for the heads up" I say kind of reliefed, it was still disgusting that they we making out.
"So any new cuties around?" I ask changing topics
"Not that i know of, but I'm sorry I'm bringing him up but Jesse turned hot over the summer" She says a little dreamy eyed.
" I know" I sighed once again.
...
July 4th 2012
I was at the parade, trying to look all cute for the hot boys, but once again i was a loner.
I was walking up and down the streets looking for people i new when i saw Jesse, he was alone as well as i was.  I walked over to him. He didn't notice i ws there until i said a joke about the marching band.
"That yellow looks like they should be put on a burger" I laugh a little while Jesse jumps.
He starts to laugh when he noticed it was me.
"Would you like ketchup with that?" We laughed.
We got deep into conversations when out of no where comes a question
"Would you like to come to the fireworks with me tonight?" He looked at me
I couldn't say no, his eyes looked so nice in the sun and he looked so tan and i never could say no to him.
He was my bestfriend.
"Sure what time?" I smiled
"I'll pick you up at 8:30" He smiled back.
...
It was 8:30
I put on a pair of short shorts, and a bright salmon colored tank top.
Nothing spectactular.
Or so i thought.
The knock came to my door and i opened it with a smile on my face
"Wow you look amazing" He said
i blushed
"nothing spectactular" i laughed
"the fireworks will probably be shot off around 9:15, so if you want we can go to the far for a little while and then just walk on the beach and find a nice spot?"
"okay that sounds like fun" I smiled, it did sound like fun and i would enjoy it.
We walked threw the fair and played a few games, we even went on a few rides.
"okay its 9:05 wanna go find a spot?" he said
i burried my face in the teddybear he won me and nodded
"lets go" I smiled.
i took of my flip flops as we walked threw the sand. we found this perfect spot with about 10 feet all around that was person free.
The fireworks started and all you could here was the banging and the oooh's and aaahhh's. About 20 minutes into the fireworks Jesse grabbed my hand and landed over just enough so i could hear his screaming as a whisper.
"i love you"
My eyes grew wide and i couldn't think.
Jesse is my bestfriend there's no way i could feel the same about him
It just couldnt be.
I tugged my hand away from his and stood up and ran away trying not to interveen with the views of other people.
When i got alone and to a place where i could think,
I couldn't possibly feel the same way for Jesse, sure we have a lot in common that's why we were friends.
But then it hit me.
That's the reason i felt so different around him, and that's why i couldn't possibly say no to him at all.
He was perfect. I never thought someone as perfect as him would fall for me.
I never thought i would fall for someone as perfect as him.
But.
I was in love with Jesse Sawyer.
I walked back to where we were supposed to be sitting but he was gone.
I tried to call him but no answer. I texted him but no answer.
And that's the way it was for the rest of the summer.

 

Hidden Feelings
Chapter 1.

I woke up, monday morning. First day of school. I was actually pretty excited.
I got out of bed and hopped into the shower.
Senior year. One last year here and then i can leave!
I rummaged threw my closet and found a pretty red,
Flowery, (not sl/tty at all either) dress.
http://www.ae.com/web/browse/product.jsp?productId=0391_9355_600&catId=cat1320034 
I slipped it on and it was now time to find shoes.
I found a pair of wedges that i could possibly walk in for a day
without killing myself.
http://www.ae.com/web/browse/product.jsp?productId=7414_7591_249&catId=cat4840020 
I then curled my long brown hair and put the usual make up on.
Since my eyes are brown i put on brownish red eye shadow, brown eye liner and black mascara.
I didnt want to be late so i skipped breakfast and left my house without saying goodbye to my mom and drove to go get my bestfriend Emilee.
Emilee came out looking fantastic. Her long black hair was up in a sloppy bun,
She was wearing a black flowery dress
that i know came from hollister http://www.hollisterco.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductDisplay?catalogId=10201&storeId=10251&langId=-1&categoryId=12600&parentCategoryId=12600&topCategoryId=12552&productId=979973&seq=01
And just a regular pair of black flip flops.
She hopped in the car and then we were on our way.
To what i thought was gonna be a great year.
.....
By the time 3rd period had ended my and emileen had figured we had all but three classes together. Physics, P.E, and Trig.
I was on my way to physics next.
I was late because i couldnt find the class and by the time i got to the right one,
There was only one seat left.
Next to my ex guy bestfriend, Jesse.
Jesse was somewhere between popular and a geek.
He has brown hair the just covers his eyes, and it swooshes to the side when he flips it, and he has green eyes.
Me and Jesse had been friends since 4th grade. But that changed over the summer.
As i go to sit down he whispers "Hi Addison". He had that guilty look in his eyes but i couldnt even bare to look at them for more than a minute.
I dont even respond.
10 minutes after class starts a peice of paper lands on my desk.
"Addy, meet me at the courtyard after this class (:
- A"
The only person that had ever called me addy was Aaron.
While i was busy being a loner during the summer some things happened but i didnt think there would be the need to tell anyone about it.
But i think Aaron's about to bring everything up again, and thats what I'm tyring to prevent from happening.


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Teaser: Can things just go back to the way they were?
  
 

Hidden Feelings
Prologue
.

It feels like its been forever since ive been at school. Truth is it was only a month or two.
Summer vacation wasnt the best this year, actually it was terrible.
My guy best friend turned into one of my haters, my parents got divorced,
I didnt hang out with my girl best firend because she was busy, so
I just felt like a little loner. All Alone.
Well tomorrows a new day when hopefully, for me anyway, the summer can be forgotten.
Tomorrow is when all the cliques get back to where they belong, all the drama begins,
Testing, and exams, and the dreadful homework.
Tomorrow is the first day back at High School.
I'll be a Senior this year.
That means I'll get to help "Rule The School"
Woohoo.



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