Hopelessinluv

Status: Just looking for some new people to talk to...any takers?
Joined: April 8, 2009
Last Seen: 7 years
Birthday: May 16
user id: 72859
Location: Long Island, New York
Gender: F
Marissa. 19. Single :/. College Freshman, AU16<3 
Loves music, twitter, sunglasses, my car, texting, the gym, my friends, my family, reading,and shopping.
I can be the nicest person ever if I like you, or the biggest witch if I need to BUT I am very friendly until you give me a reason not to be so hit me up!
Unfortunately not on witty as much anymore due to lack of time....

Quotes by Hopelessinluv

To think of all these quotes, tears and thoughts I am giving you and we weren't even technically together, we were just friends. To think, for the 3rd time I lost something I never even had...
I feel as if the snow (and I guess rain too) makes me more emotional. I sit around and think about all the things I've been through. Daydreams always seem to arise, to show me what I want. 
It used to be you but I'm not sure anymore. I thikknk I thought you were the only good one but I think I may have been wrong, there are other good ones out there
I never cried in public
I would never do that to myself
But here I am: tired, feeling lonely, thinking about you and watching the snow
and as my mind drifts off,
I feel a few tears start to fall
I wish I was completely over you  but I don't know if that will be possible until I find someone new
But you know all about that...
I thought you were different, I thought you really cared but look how much you hurt me. But no, I can't tell you because your happiness is key. I truly want you to be happy even without me. As I watch the snow outside, it makes me want to cry but I know it's not right if I let the tears fall from my eye. We no longer talk everyday and I miss you so, so badly but inside I know it'll be ok; I won't always be this sad
I miss you with all my heart....baby please come back to me <3
So lately I have been so different...I changed ever since you left me. At least I assume you left me since you just stopped messaging me. Someone else answers your aim messages and a lady answers when I call your cell phone. Ok, I get the hint clearly you want us to be over although I don't understand how after FOUR years you think it is ok to just stop talking to me out of the blue. Over the summer I had so many new things going on that I was able to push it out of my mind most of the time but now I have so much more time to think and what does my mind have me think about, you of course. I can't handle it anymore I just really need you to talk to me, please I am so so lost without.

I am sure you check my witty and I am sure you will see this and if you do, Justin, I still love you! Just remember that!!

I hate myself for always disappointing him :(


Then I end up crying because I am diappointed in myself

Hope that he still loves me after it all ♥
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