Hopelessromantic12

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I'm Lauren

I'm 15

 

I have depression



My father can't eat, talk, swallow, or move the right side of his body (so therefore, he
can't  walk either) due to a stroke he had on december 20, 2010.  He was asleep for 2 months before gradually regaining conciousness.  Our hospital time had run out because of insurance, so he's losing progress.  If we could afford the rehab, maybe he would get better one day.  I just don't think it's going to happen.  He asks to die every day.  And honestly, i think that would be best fo everyone.
I feel like I don't even know who he is.  He's verbally and physically abusive and I'm tired of his shit.
He's a terrible person, really.   
But he' s my father.
http://friendofmike.com/  (his friends who made the
website got my age wrong...)
Me: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yNvEfcMnH_w






You 

never

know

how

strong

you are

 until

being

strong is

the only

choice
 
you

have. 
 

Quotes by Hopelessromantic12

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-MQ3zNyqYGY&feature=youtu.be


All I need is you,

                  but you’re not here.

Fave for a name that sounds good with yours. :)

I love the way I feel when I'm with you.

 

I’m finding it hard to remember why I ever bothered

 

Because of depression, I'm not afraid to die anymore.  I'm not saying I would kill myself.  I'm just saying if I found out I had a disease that only allowed me a couple weeks to live, I'd be okay with that.   









You can'keewaiting
 
for the right moment to happen.    a k e   i t   h a p p e n .


   



He's the reason
I look forward
to tomorrow

 
In school
Me: *Reaches top of stairs smiling*
Friend: Why are you smiling?
Me: I tripped.

Happens a lot.
I won't give up on us.