Hey, Kelsey! Well, you're absolutely beautiful. Honest. I wouldn't tell you that if it wasn't true. You seem really cool! I wish I had a boyfriend too.. I don't see anything wrong with you at all. You shouldn't be ashamed of your weight, you're fine just the way you are. :) I think you seem like an amazing person and anyone would be lucky to have you in their life. I hope things get better for you, stay strong.