IGoNowhere13

freshman. senior.
it will never work out.
overprotective mother.
father nowhere to be found
except at "work".
autostic brother.
manic depression............. bipolar disorder.
finally.
a friend.
who actually
cares.
but he is a senior.
i am a freshman.
it wont ever work.
he loves me.
i love him.
he is leaving

for the marines.



soon.

"if you can't handle me at my

worst, then you sure as h3ll don't

deserve me at my best"


-marilyn monroe

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je taime < 3

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i love him.
im sick of waiting.
he said if i dont wait then im not worth it.
i saod maybe he isnt worth waiting for.
but i love him.
and he is worth it.

i feel like he fills the silence with 'i love you' just to say something now.
i used to think it was cute.
now i'm not sure there should be silence between us. we are so close.....yet still not on the same page...i don't know. is it really worth it now?

Thoughts  While  On  Your  Period

~ FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD

~ i want a $ex change, RIGHT NOW.

~ forget this stuff, i liked that pair of underwear.

~ forget you. forget mother nature. forget everyone in the whole world.

~ i should donate all this blood to a blood drive & save a human.

~ FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD

~ i just changed my pad an hour ago, why am I bleeding through my pants?

~ forget off woman, you're messing with me on the wrong week.

~ does everyone know i'm on my period since I ask to go to the lav in almost every class?

~ wait, why the heck am i crying?

~ HOLYY F^CK I WANNA STAB MY VAGlNA.

~  FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD

~ i wish i had XY chromosomes

~ dear god, what the heck were you thinking when you created humans? "i'm going to make girls bleed out of their crotches once a month.. GENIUS!!!!!"

~ i can't deal with all this mother pain! HOLY stuff I FEEL LIKE I HAVE DIHAREAWITH THESE CRAMPS.

~ what was that, teacher? i can't go the the bathroom? holy stuff. holy stuff. someone get me a mother shovel so i can hit you in the mother head & bury your dead body & have a fabulous party on your grave with my classmates.

~ holy stuff, i bet everyone can see the bulge in my pants. i feel like a guy... I WISH I WAS A GUY!!!!!!!!! forget THIS stuff, I WANT ICE CREAM

nmq

http://www.ventones.com

FREE RINGTONES!

for once im happy im on my period


never thought id say that and mean it


;)

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window

Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me

Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray
I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes ?til I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean

Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away
And breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes 'til I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging 'round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway