IHopeYouCanKeepASecret

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Joined: October 1, 2011
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Hello.
I'm depressed.
Happiness visits sometimes. 

I'm an anonyous girl, hiding behind electronics. 

Quotes by IHopeYouCanKeepASecret

im killing myself tonight if no one tries to stop me

http://-hold-on-pain-ends.tumblr.com/

I
 just recently made this Tumblr blog, 
and I'd really appreciate if people decided to check it out. 
This blog is NOT glamorizing self harm, or encouraging
that you go and hurt yourself. 
Thank you and have a nice day!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eml1ridgog4&context=C3b1bf7dADOEgsToPDskLHmg-MhFzu99M3tEW38D6z
G
ive me soe views?<3
I've done nothing to be treated so terrible by people.  The other night, someone anonymously told me that I was nothing. Someone else also told me how I belong back in the loony hospital. Today, he texted me and his goal was to make me feel terrible. You know what? He succeeded. I feel terrible. I hit my heart a couple times, (my chest) in hopes that I could hit it hard enough to make it stop beating althogether. And when my brother walked upstairs, he would find his baby sisters dead body, just laying there on the bed. That sounds tramatizing. But I just want to die. I haven't felt this way, so intense in awhile. But I feel like it now. I just want to kill myself and end everything. There is no point to living. So don't tell me there is.
September 5th, 2011.
I met my best friend, her name is Adrienne. 
I met her through Witty Profiles. We shared our stories, 
and we helped each other out. We started as friends,
but swiftly moved to labeling each other best friend.
Soon after, I'm proud to call her my sister. We've been through
a lot together, although we live five hours away.
Adrienne saved my life so many times before, and I've saved hers.
Witty, witty has saved my life. Both Witty Profiles and Adrienne
gave me hope.
Please, let's clean up our acts and cut back on swearing
so we could  keep witty. 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_GEqetpVick&context=C3eea017ADOEgsToPDskLHmg-MhFzu99M3tEW38D6z
Watch this please? i think you'll like it.

2012 resolution: 

Work harder at getting better.

2012 resolution:
Go through with killing myself.
That'll resolve everything.
Lately I've been feeling okay. But I think it's because Jamie returned. Jamie is a boy that I grew to like. But then he left. I can't remember why. He then started dating a girl. And they broke up because he cheated on her. It makes me feel scared that he's going to cheat on me too. But I'm not really worrying about that right now. I just don't want him to leave me. He puts a smile on my face. I want to be his forever. I mean that.