My life is pretty
suuucky ATM, I still have feelings for my ex even though he was a
jerk to me. And now my best friend and my twin won't even let
me talk to him, yes, I know that I shouldn't but I cannot! I
love him wayy too much. I cannot not talk to him, I know that I
sound pathetic but I....love him. I have made this so much more
tough for myself. I am a twisted person but I gotta stop being so
freaking twisted, I just need him, or ANYONE to hug me and say
"It's okay. You'll be okay. You are not
pathetic." OH AND MY BEST FRIEND CALLED ME SPINELESS AND
DISGUSTING. Guess what? I disgust mysel too. Even though I never
say a thing. I'm tired okay. PLease, please, please stop being
so mean to me everyone. Please. :c