Girl With a Cat Head*

Status: I don't know what to do.
Joined: October 22, 2011
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 229924
Location: NERV
Gender: F
Kathleen

"At times the world can seem an unfriendly and sinister place, but believe us when we say that there is much more good in it than bad. All you have to do is look hard enough."
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Quotes by Girl With a Cat Head*


I don't want to forgive him. Not because he doesn't deserve forgiveness but because I deserve so much more and he isn't allowed to keep that from me.
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love

I'm too loud
and annoying
and my laugh is ugly
and I have acne on my face
and my hair is two different colors
and I wear glasses
and I don't know how to talk to people
and I tend to ignore my feelings until it's too late
and I that's why people don't like me.
 
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boys

I don't want to go to school and see you.
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sad

Maybe it's my fault.
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boys

After I told you I liked you,
I realized it was you I liked,
it was who you used to be.
 
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darn

And like before
you've got no
interest
in the life
you live when
you're
awake.
 
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lyrics

In a nightmare
I am faling
from the ceiling
into bed
beside you.
 
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love

I've never been
the person someone
goes out of their way
to talk to
and maybe I never will.
 
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boys

I am
so
completely
and utterly
embarrassed.
You're fine without me and
I'm dying a slow death, writhing in pain.
And you're fine
without me.
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life

“All of a sudden two decades have passed and you still have not kissed anyone with tongue, or kissed anyone at all for that matter, or had a 3 AM conversation with someone who would rather look into your eyes for ten minutes straight than talk. You have never worn a lover’s sweater or “forgotten” it at home in your bedroom just so you would have an excuse to see them again. You have never even stood face-to-face with someone who makes your hands shake so hard it feels like they’re both having a separate anxiety attack. This causes you much guilt and self-blame and sadness but above all, an overwhelming curiosity. Are you really that ugly, that unwanted, that uninteresting, that boring, that no one, absolutely no one, has ever looked at you like the only thing on earth? The answer is no. The better answer is that someone out there, somewhere in the world, is “wondering what it’s like to meet someone like you,” and they have two decades worth of love stored in their veins like a shoot-‘em-up drug, and they’re just about ready to inject it into someone else’s bloodstream. All you have to do is roll up your sleeves and wait for it to happen. At times you felt so lonely you could stand at the edge of a cliff with nothing beneath you but air and grass and a long, long way down, and you’d still feel emptier than that canyon itself. Maybe you even danced with yourself alone in your room a few times, arms outstretched around a ghost, pretending someone else’s hands were on your waist, someone else’s eyes boring into yours. Or maybe you fell temporarily in love with strangers on public transportation, fell in love with anybody who so much as accidentally brushed your hand on the way past. For you, falling in love with dozens of people a day was a coping mechanism for not having anyone to love you in return. But people are not eggs and falling in love with a dozen of them does not mean your shell will remain uncracked. One day you’re going to hit the point where you’re so desperate for human contact that you’re going to snap in half and all your love will bleed out like egg yolk. But someone out there is eating a bowl of Ramen noodles right now, or putting on slippers, or settling into bed. They are doing all the normal things that you’ve done in your own life . They are just like you. They have cellulite and extra fat in all the wrong places and goals and fears and doubts and bad handwriting. The truth is that they are just like you, and being just like you, they’re looking for a lover too. They’re what you might call a soulmate. They think they’re all alone in feeling the way they do, but you’re really both two halves of a whole. And one day you’ll meet them, bump into them on the street, and your two halves will be put together, and you’ll make one.”
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