I_love_you_22

Status: broken and forgotten. Just trying to get by..
Joined: February 27, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: March 23
user id: 155594
Location: MA
Gender: F
Hey im savannah,
just a teenage girl
trying to get by
and make it through this
terrible and lonley 
thing we call life.
my friends think im fine and so happy..
but i cant remember what being happy feels like...
i cant remember the last time i stayed happy for longer then a couple minutes..
i dont understand whats wrong with me
i dont understand why i am the way i am
i dont know why its so hard for me to be happy
its hard for me to talk to people
its hard to show how i actually feel
</3

 

Quotes by I_love_you_22

I miss you,
I Love you,
My heart is broken and cant be fixed,
Im falling to peices,
Ive fallen in a black hole filled with silence and darkness,
Trying to find my way out,
but the memories keep pushing me deeper and deeper...
im drownding in a puddle of saddness,
with each gulp of air,
I feel my heart shatter alittle bit more,
when will the sun shine again?
when will the rainstorm in my eyes stop?
when will the pain of knowing and not knowing stop?
when will the scars heal,
why does going one more day sound so impossile to get through,
when will the pain of everyday dissapear like stars in the daytime,
why cant i get you off my mind...
everywhere i go and everything i do..i see you..
not with my eyes, but with my mind and heart,
i go to school only because the mear second im busy..
your not on my mind,
Just one more time,
I want to be with you,
One last tme,
one last goodbye.
</3

Without you here next to me,
 
I feel like a lost puppy,
 
with no warmth or love,
 
Im slowly fading away
</3

so im graduating middle school this year..
we had to fill out a paper that we will get back when we graduat senior year..
one of the questions was..who was your biggest crush..
i am best friends with one of my ex's and on our way home from a feild trip last night..
we were talking and he told me that he wrote my name so that question..
then he kept saying no jk i wrote my right hand..
he texted me a couple minutes after and said he actually wrote my name..
how sweet is that?
i was so surprised when he said that

(person) thinks we are an adorable couple.
Lindsey thinks we are an interesting couple.
i think we are just weird<3


 

Credit: GreenDinosaurFormats

Me:If you had to describe us in one word,
what would it be?
kclove5
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Him:Perfect
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Me:aww<33
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Him:wbu
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Me:insane haha
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Him:y ty XD
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Me:haha i like your answer better


Him:Me 2

i love you 7-23-11<3


 

Format by kclove5
kclove5/creator

Why?
why do i even get my hopes up?
why do i let myself get my hopes up?
why did i think this time would be different?
something always comes up and you cant come..
i end up crying because i get so excited and then i just get let down
here we go, another month until we make plans to hangout and then
get let down again
why do i even try anymore..
this happens every single time</3

ahhhhh, i am sooooo exciteddd for tomorrowww(: i have never been so excited to see someone in my whole lifeee!! i  get to see my boyfriend for the first time in 9 monthssss!!! omgggg!! i cant waiittttt(:

i lovee youuuu geofff<3333
venting.....
 Have you ever been so confused you just dont know what to do? i miss how close we used to be. i miss our long talks at night when neither of us want to go to sleep until the other one does. i miss our crazy talks we used to have where our friends would think we are weird. i miss being able to hear your voice. i miss being able to hold your hand so tight and for so long that we got red marks on our hands because we didnt want to let go. i miss waking up and knowing you were there. i miss waking up and smiling becuase i know that you love and miss you. i know you still love and miss me. you tell me you do. but sometimes just telling me doesnt prove it. you got a new cell phone...we talk less then when you didnt have a cell phone. i text you hi and you say hey and i say whats up and then i dont hear from you again until i text you again. do you know how annoying that makes me feel?? i say i love and miss you when i have to stop texting you or when you go t obed..do you say it back? not anymore. all i want to do is cry. i think this distance is starting to get to me big time. its been over 8 months since the last time i saw you in person and i feel like..idk..i dont even know how i feel anymore. but i do love you..i always will. but do you still love me as much as i love you?? do you still love me like you used to?? i had the worst day ever and no one noticed. are you there to talk to right now when i need you the most? no. you stopped anwering...but im not gonna text you again because i feel annoying..why dont you understand any of this anymore...
i miss you</3



even tho i live a hour away we still mange to be together an love each other even we hardly talk we both hear each other in our hearts an minds saying i love u dont u forget that even tho its been 4 months senes we saw each other every day i look up to the sky an see her face then think i gota go see her this summer every time i look at ur picture i smile every time i read the note book i shed a tear all i can say is i love u


my boyfriend put this as his status on fb..i couldnt stop smiling..i keep re reading it...i miss him so muchh..sometimes it gets hard because the distance..but we make it work and its amazing<3 i love him<3
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