I_love_you_22

That moment when your heart is in so much pain when you think of that one person and it hurts to breath so you just stop breathing and you wish the pain would just go away but you know that it wont

ventingg, dont have to read..

you really think that you can talk to me about my boyfriend and judge him when you know nothing about him??
when you have never met him?? 
or talked to him??
listen..if you are gonna try to fight with me about my boyfriend and my relationship and judge us..
then get your facts straight first of all..
and be ready to fight because i will not quite and i will win..
i will stand up to anyone who will try to judge my boyfriend, me, or our relationship
because no one knows our relationship better then us
so you can not stand there and say that he is a bad boyfriend 
or that he doesnt treat me right.
you dont know how he acts around me..
you dont know what he says to me..
you know nothing at all 
i will fight for our relationship and i will win
so dont judge us when you know nothing

i am in an amazingg moodd!!(:
woke up to 3 fb messages, 2 txts, 1 wall post and a status about me from my boyfriend that i havent talked to in over a week<333
first text says hey sexy:p which made me smile..
but his fb status..that made my day and put me in this amazing moodd
his status said

i never really understood why so many people wanted a relationship,
why people got so upset after a break up,
i always thought that being in a relationship is just like putting a name on someone...its like..we are dating...now what..
i had boyfriends before and i always brokeup with them..
they all lated about a month...
i could never truly understand what the big deal was..
but all that changed...
when i met you..
i finally understood why it hurt so much to loose someone..
why peole made such big deals out of everything..
i finally relized..
its not about the lable..
single or in a relationship..
its about the feelings behind the lable that mean everything<3

i just relized that i have been dating my boyfriend for...well we dated for 5 months broke up for two weeks and then got bac together and its been 2 months...i havent seen him in over 6 months and we have never kissed...thinking about it..i dont even think we have ever actually hugged before....we have cuddled and held hands..but never kissed or hugged....wow

I smile at everything,
So my smile doesn’t mean  a thing,
But when you see me all alone,
My true colors show.
When you see me without a smile,
You uncover the pain inside.
  

S U I C I D E.. ...Should not exist. But what is a quote going to do? It's going to do a lot. I want a petition to go around of Witty and I want you to repost this quote with your name signed. After I get all of these names, I am going to make a YouTube video of all the Witty Profile names that took out a few minutes to read and repost this quote. Let's show these people how much we care and someday we can put a end to this! stay strong! 
signatures:
LilzaxX
daddygirl99.
notyouraverageb*tch
Smileyz316
xpeacexbluex
SexiPurpleZebra
conklineli5280
kaerottina
Eatmypants
quotinglikeaboss
xoStayBeautifulxo
Meganbbz
AnaisHeartsYou
Marie1388 I
mNotAlone
GirlMeetsBoyx33
mariah_love1369
niki12354
ohxheyxitsxLydia :) ♥♥
hannahrivera55
yourmysunshine
SmileyFacesAreAmazing (:
tiffanydewes
love_him_always
musicgirl109
lilgirlsarah ♥
emilyjonesxox
kazzykinsxo
Kellasauras ♥
JadeyRawrRawr
ColleenElizabethh (:
lovehimmorethanwords
dyliedoodle
zeldaGirl97
You_Love_Dana
jessiduh
Where_the_Lines_Overlap
gbugg
Pandaawsomeness ♥
skyla961
Starmoonplay ♥
xhollisterx322
PippaGirlxx
mr_beanzzz
gabster25
erikax32♥
Kittykitty123♥
masher33.♥
icanthavehim
mylyfe2121
cupcakexoxo9
natstone
teenteen
crazii
amyy
diilyndaaisy
lindsey123
taylahj_eels
fruitsbasket =)
softb11
someonelikeyou23
blacklicorice
Karin95
SillyLilly Fuzzybird :)
Tracylivesunderyourbed ♥
becca21
MinitureGirl
PixieDustx
zebraalover :DD
Prianka♥
colormyworld401
Fishes926
sydneyxbrooke ♥
Libbi_Rox
Darcyy
dancergrl13
ToshaMarie_22
confession_forever
chharish
tessy_13
stickerlesshobo
iloveyou10101
ImmaBeWitty <33
trinityy_xoxox (:
livelovelaughforever ♥
Madisonnnnn6425
SoHelpMeMichael
LoveIsALosingGame
RebelMuse
InvisibleMe
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so, i was supose to go to the movies with my friend and her bf tomorrow..my bf was suppose to come also, i guess he isnt going..but thats no surprise..i got my hopes up..thinking he might actually be able to go...but i havent heard from him..so ill take it as he isnt going
 now tomorrow i will have to go to the mall with my friend her and bf and watch them be happy together..like a couple..ill be by myself..wishing my bf was there..my boyfriend that i havent seen in over like 6 months..ill be lucky if i dont start crying right there in the mall
      i cant stop crying tonight...i miss him so much..i got my hopes up just so they could be crushed...i just wish we werent so far apart...im sitting watching sad movies and just crying my eyes out thinking about tomorrow

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ever have one of those days where
nothing bad happened
no one made you upset
you were perfectly fine...
but then you get home and you just want to be alone?
like everything comes crashing down..
you just want to curl up in a ball in a dark room
and just blast music
but its like theres always someone there no matter where you go
you can never fully be alone..
you just wish everyone would leave you alone...
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 i cant breathe
i cant sleep
i need you here right next to me
i need you
i miss you
but your so far from me
i think about you
i dream about you
i just want you here by my side
i love you
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