i have 2 people
that i trust more then anyone else in the world
first, my boyfriend.. i love him with all my heart and i hope
nothing ever breaks us up again..we have been through alot and im
surprised he still puts up with me...he understands and
listens..well sometimes he listens..sometimes i feel like he
doesnt want to be with me or he thinks im annoying or just doesnt
want to talk to me..like he would rather talk to anyone but
me...he lives so far away and i never see him..i miss him like
crazy...so much it actually hurts..sometimes i just break down
and cry...i have told him everything, all my secrets..he knows
more about me then anyone..there is only one thing he doesnt know
but only one person knows that secret and thats alexa
second, alexa..shes been there for me thru everything and we have
been through alot of the same stuff, its like we are sisters..our
lifes are like the same but we are
opposites
she likes screamo, i like country
she loves going to the mall on friday, i would rather sit at home
and watch a movie
but no matter what happens, i know i can always turn to her for
help and i would always be here if she needs anything..shes crazy
but i love her<3
i love you guys..your the most important people in my life and i
dont know what i would do without you..i love you both and i just
wanted you to know this
please dont leave me..my best friends always end up leaving
me
<333
im done
i give up
im done opening up to people
ill keep all my feelings inside
no one will have to worry about me or my problems
no one will have to listen to me anymore
i guess im just annoying
if someone wants to talk to me, then they will
but no one will hear from me unless they talk to me first
i hope everyone is happy
ill just keep everything bottled inside and ill go and fake a
smile
like i always do
im done
He was the best of
boyfriends,
unfortunately,he was the worst of boyfriends,
we were the happiest together,
yet the saddest together,
we would talk for hours,
however, we would ignore eachother for hours,
cry together,
or laugh together,
he was the calmest of people,
although he was the craziest of people,
we would hate eachother,
even though we love eachother.
everything good would make up for all the bad
i love you and i hope you still feel the
same
i cant take it
anymore!
i cant take life anymore!
lost 4 friends
my boyfriend is pushing me away
one of my so called "friends" hacked my fb and ruined
my life
i hate life and im sick of it
i hate this world
sometimes i just wish i was some loner that had no friends, no
boyfriend, no nothing
then none of this would be happening
you never tell me
anything anymore
its like you never want to talk
you never try to make plans
your mad more then usual
yet..
you say you love me
you say you want to be with me
you yell at me whn i ask you whats wrong
you say your bleeding..
then yell at me when i ask why...
yell at me when i ask what happened...
i just care about you!
i love you!
i hate seeing you this way!
why dont you understand that anymore
i just want to help
but ur pushing me away and its killing me
I wish i didnt
feel this way
i wish i wasnt so confused
i wish i new the truth
i miss you
i love you
but i dont know if you feel the same
do you love me?
do you miss me?
do you want to talk to me?
do you want to be together?
i ask myself everyday these same questions
i know the answers but at the same time..i dont
</3
Why cant
i just stop crying?
</3
i feel like im loosing my boyfriend/bestfriend
i feel like hes loosing his feelings for me
he said that im not loosing him..
but i just cant help but feel like i am
hes the best thing thats ever happened to me
i wish i could just see him..one more time..
its been over 5 months since ive seen him
:'( </3