Hey im savannah,
just a teenage girl
trying to get by
and make it through this
terrible and lonley
thing we call life.
my friends think im fine and so happy..
but i cant remember what being happy feels like...
i cant remember the last time i stayed happy for longer then a couple minutes..
i dont understand whats wrong with me
i dont understand why i am the way i am
i dont know why its so hard for me to be happy
its hard for me to talk to people
its hard to show how i actually feel
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here savannah <3
i totally understand where you're coming from. When you have boy problems everything feels like its going wrong. Me and my boyfriends just broke up-he dumped me. Idk he said he fell out of life. Like wtf, its been more 6 months?! anyways, these last 2 weeks i've felt so lonely. But really, im starting to notice how much people do care. They do, you just need to reach out and talk to your real friends tell them how you feel.