IamFarsha

Status: I <3 Butts
Joined: July 29, 2013
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: March 4
user id: 367639
Location: Somewhere in this confusing world
Gender: F




You just discover a totally ______ person*You fill in the blanks after you get to know me * I am Farsha..and I'm half-way there to the world where you call "Getting old" Lets make it simple : ( Things i like/to do/) -Read books or create stories in my Wattpad account -Play PS3 games *BO2* (Yes,im a gamer girl) -watch horror films -Play the piano -I sing to the point where my voice will crack. *stupid i know* (Things I hate) -cant think of any so far  


Layout made by preciousgreenstar
 

Quotes by IamFarsha

Here I thought that everythings going to be okey,

I was so confident that my feelings towards you would vanished,

But I was wrong,

Deep down inside me,

I'm still.....

In love with you.
Gamers Problem 1 :

*Try Hard mode* ~Results~ Literally Acceptable

*Literally Try Hard mode* ~Results~ Acceptable

*That moment when you try to impress someone you like/Idol* ~Results~FREAKIN DIE ALOT

:D Well 50/50
Thank You For The Accompany

Chapter 1 part 1

 
      

                             "Hey Angie." said Dean with his cute voice through my headphones.As I replied back "Hey Dean." while holding the controller. "So..lets play with the usual game..Team Death match?" he asked. "The usual alright,"I answered happily.We spend time together playing probably for 2 hours and 30 minutes

               .Time sure fly fast when I'm with him...Its 4:20am...crap...I thought when I saw the time on my phone screen."Hey Dean, I'm sorry but I got to go now." I said poutly. "Oh,Okay." I sense sadness within his voice.

             Before I was about to turn off the PS3 we said farewell to each other.Slowly I entered my mom's room again with the PS3 held tightly between my arms.I placed it properly the way it was before,I quickly ran out of the room and shut the door. I threw myself on my bed and smiled widely when I think about Dean,soon I fell asleep with a smile on my face.

              Cold...I feel cold...Why is my room cold? I didn't turn on the air conditioner,did I? I can't remember,as I opened my eyes,I was at the middle of the road....The sun sure looks hot as I looked to the sky but I can't feel the heat at all.

              Strange....The last thing I remembered was....I was on my bed,asleep so how did I...I heard a car honking behind me,as I turned around a pick up truck was speeding towards me...The driver tried to stop the car but..as soon it was about to hit me.."Angie!!!Wake up!!!"my mom shook me hard enough that it woke me immediately.

                My eyes were wide opened, my clothes were soaked of sweat from the dream."Take your bath and get dress,"my mom walked out from my room,I got up from my bed and  went into the bathroom. What a dream...as I wiped my sweat off from my forehead.Well that's what you get if you sleep for 3 hours and 30 minuter..Not a good thing to do during school days.

                  It took me 20 minutes to get ready for school...I walked out from the house with my small sized backpack and my casual outfit. A white beanie,necklace with a small owl,jeans jacket with an inner white top beneath it and a dark blue jeans along with my dark blue shoes plus socks. I got in the car and my mom drove to school.

                  I'm not the only child in the family for your information,my second sister sent my youngest brother to his school first since..I woke up late..Hey..Luckily we're in a different school. There are 6 of us including me. A mom,dad,two sisters,me and my younger brother. My eldest sister is Hana Melrose, 24 years old followed by Jill Melrose,21 years old and the youngest in the family is Derek Melrose,13 years old.

                  My parents are very busy but my mom can always managed to find time for us.Well,my dad on the other hand....I don't feel like talking about him since...I'm not close or fond of my dad's attitude.The perfect words to describe him are proud,selfish and irresponsible.I know I shouldn't talk or think about him that way but..it's true.My mom had always became a mom and dad to me.She's like the soul breeder to the family,without my mom my siblings and I are good as dead.

 

Are you living your life right now? 


Or do you just exist?


Sadly


I'm just exist in this world



Instead of living it.

Thank You For The Accompany


Chapter 0

                                "I found Cry's emblem ! ! ! ! " I shrieked in delight as some random guy uploaded a tutorial video how on to make Cry's picture for Black Ops II. If you're wondering what is BO2 (Black Ops II) it's contains a military combat stuff ......... Well you can say it's just like "Counter Strike" just that the graphic and game system is way better. (I still love "Counter Strike" so no offence) . I quickly typed in the comment section "DUDE !! I totally LOVE you for uploading the video. Thank You so much ! ! ! " as I clicked 'enter' .

                                   After that, I closed the website and studied Maths for 6 hours. Hye I'm an Asian can't help it. ;) Around 12 midnight my mom finally fell asleep,I sneaked into her bedroom just to take the PS3......The FACT that my mom forbade me to play PS3 but......I still played it.....silently...Well depends on who am i with in the game....hah....Oh yea,I forgot to introduce myself. My name is Angeline Melrose,17 years old and as you can see, I'm the rebellious type and yeah......I'm a girl.Obviously. I pluged in the PS3 to the socket and my mini tv, plus I switched off the lights in my room and closed the door. Why? So that I could feel my gamer vibe...Dont ask why hahahha thats how i roll.

                                       As i waited for the PS3 to turn on, I grabbed my phone and texted with my friend who was still awake. Lucy Pherre...........I knew It sounded exactly..err...similar with Lucifer.. (o.o) I DIDN'T KNOW WHY....... I wrote "HYE LUCY LUCY LUCY~~~~ At last! I'm playing BO2 AGAIN!!! The pain~~The TEMPTATION!!! :3 " and she replied with "Sooooooooooooooooo are you going to talk to Dean again???? " as I replied back with " :'D yessssssssssss yeayeayeayeayeayea." I slightly giggled. The PS3 was now ready to play as I signed in my account and played BO2 multiplayer.
                               
                                  I saw Dean online. I grinned. Well....it did'nt last long since my phone kept on notifying me that I got a new text message. "Lucy....right...," I reluctantly got off from the chair which face the Tv and took the phone which I placed on my bed. "Angie Darshie Slushie!!!! You are so into him. :3 " I tried not to roll my eyes as I put my phone away and focused back on the game.......I received a new text message...............this time was not from the phone...It's from Dean. I opened it and it was a request to join his game so I pressed "join" and there he was...... on my Tv screen.. "Hye Angie," Ahhhhhh ...... His voice ..... Haahahah My heart was melting... literally. :3

             Thank You For The Accompany            


                                                  "I'll be there for you when you need me Angie·" he said with his usual voice of his.I just smiled back when I heard him said that.The both of us just smiled back to each other.                        ...Happily...Angeline Melrose is just an ordinary 17 years old girl like others but only on the outside. Her            actions ,personalities,even words can be seen through by a guy she just met on the internet.Alex Gerard, the mysterious guy who seems to be able to get close to Angie for couple of months but she knew nothing about him.Even if she thought that she knew but actually no.Will they stay as friends or more than that? Or will it be the other way round?    
Dear Readers,

What would you do if the person you treasure,care,love,adore,precious has finally leave you behind? I'm so......clueless......I can't think straight and half of me feel....empty.The pain is unbearable,untolerable. I'm on the edge of the end.
"Why are you so mean to me?"
"Why do you always hide your emotion when you're with me?"
"Do you even think about me?"
"Do you even love me"

-I am mean to you because i don't want to show you how much im into you
-The reason why I hide my emotion because I want to see how hard do you willing to cheer me up
-I ALWAYS think about you every single seconds,minutes,hours,days,weeks,months,years,decades,centuries, enternity.
-I love you with all my heart.
"I will always be by your side."
Thats what you said to me months ago.
I trusted you.
I regret trusting you but I did'nt regret meeting you.
Since you are so important to me.