Ifiwantedyouropinioniwouldaskit

Status: It's just me and you against the world
Joined: February 13, 2012
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 273777
Gender: F

Hey, I'm Haleigh and I'm 15. My boyfriends name is Zac and I really hope he stays around for a while to always make me laugh :). My very best friend is emma and I hope it stays that way because this girl is my sister and when we hang out together its like I've never had a worry in the world. I have a couple other friends who are filled with awesome sauce, Katherine and Joey. When all of us get together you better be prepared for things to get weird!
 Life can get rough sometimes but I always somehow manage through it. I like to think I'm funny but, well, you never know. Sarcasm is what I'm made of and I think id die if I couldn't share my words of wisdom with everyone. I'm like a fortune cookie, I'm not gonna lie. Hmmm, I love to write and am currently working on two major books right now so hopefully you'll see my name printed in your favorite book sometime soon. I also sing. Not very good, but it happens and I wont suppress the angelic melody that is my voice. Or not. I'm really into alternative rock and some of my fav bands are Flyleaf, Paramore, Skillet, and Rise against. So yup, this is me. You either like me or you don't.

Quotes by Ifiwantedyouropinioniwouldaskit

I've been friends with my best friend now for almost five years now and let me tell you, there's not one other person who knows me as well as she does or accepts my weirdness as well as her. True friendship is hard to find :)
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bestfriend
Facetiming your best friend for hours :)
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bestfriend
That awkward moment where your friend doesnt list you as their best friend on their profile anymore
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notfriends
They saw me as prey, a pack of wolves attacking a deer. They saw I was weak and afraid and they jumped at the chance to make me feel worse. The wolves took down the deer, tearing her apart to the point where nothing was left, but somehow the wounds healed. Scars, only damage she could see, roamed her body up and down. She was weaker than ever but she tried to remain strong for her friends and family. Then one day a hunter came, quiet as can be. He saw the deer and shot. She was dying, she knew it deep within herself and she wailed as only something losing it's self could...
I stood in front of the mirror and my eyes flickered to the knife sitting on the counter. I was dying, from the inside out, I knew it from the bottom of my heart to the top of my soul. All I needed was the physical proof, so I raised the knife and slashed. Then, alone with my never-ending thoughts, I wailed. I wailed as only something losing it's self could...
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life
During our life we constantly fight and we fall but what if we never fell to begin the fight?
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life
It's amazing to feel the sun after a long period of nothing but ice
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life
Hanging with your two best friends and not having a care in the world :)
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friendship
Realizing everything you need in a best friend is sitting right beside you
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friendship
I hate that everything changed
I hate that I blocked you out
I hate that I find myself alone, missing you
I hate that you changed
I hate that I changed
I hate that a year ago, we were sisters
I hate that I can't call you when I'm crying
I hate that you were there for me and I let you go
I hate that I hurt you
I hate that your in the classroom right next to mine
I hate that my life turned to crap
I hate that your not there to make it the best crappy life ever
I hate that you're not going to know this is about you
I hate that I wish you do
I hate that I need you

I hate that I let my best friend go
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advice
Let go


Today is the day
I end it all 
Grow limp in the darkness
And watch myself fall 
All the pain and humiliation
Ends right here 
I have no will 
I've cried all my tears
Liquid fire
That stings my ego
It's about time
I let go
No more pain
No more worries
My mind constantly
Haunts me
Teasing my soul
Why oh why
Can't I let go?
In this world
Full of lush trees
And bright flowers
A land that blooms freely
Why can't
I just be happy?
Why am I always trapped
In my darkening thoughts?
Maybe my body won't kill me
But my mind?
Almost surely
So i'll take a deep breath
And try to let go
Maybe my prayers
Will be answered
And i'll wake up one morning
In a cloud of white
Nothing except the glow
Of a bright stunning light
Maybe my family,
Ancestors I never knew,
Will come to 'hi'
and discover
Why I'm so blue
Maybe i'll see my animals
That passes so long ago
Maybe that expirence
Will give my heart new hope
But sadly
That is not the case
As I stand
In this world
Surrounded
By none I know
I occupy my time
By the beautifuly sadistic thought
Of letting go
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poety
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