Ifyouknewtherealme_x

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Hi. I'm Mikayla, I'm 13, & I'm not the girl I put myself out there to be. Everyone thinks i'm that happy, outgoing, loud, crazy girl. When in reality, I come home from school, go in my room, and cry. I cut, I burn, I have attempted suicide, & think about what it would be like if I wasn't here anymore. I have 2 different types of depression. My parents are devoriced, I feel like my family hates me & even my friends. I feel so alone in this world, like nobody undestands me. Hopeless. For once, I just want to be happy.  

Quotes by Ifyouknewtherealme_x



The anger runs down both of her cheeks,
she closes her eyes
& finds relieif in a knife -
the blood flows as she cries. 


 


Stop the world, I wanna get off.

 


Nothing can stop me now, because I don't care anymore.

 


I don't know how much longer I can handle this. I don't know  how much longer, I'm going to live.

 


What's the point of living,
if everyday you feel like dying? 


 


I'm going to draw a picture. A picture with a twist. I'll draw it with a razor,
& I'll draw it on my wrist.


 


Every day I find something new about myself that I hate.

 


Its hard to live laugh & love,
when all you want to do is cry, die & hate.


 


Someone once asked me, 'Why do you always insist on taking the hard road?' I replied, 'Why do you assume I see two roads?

 


How can you understand me when I can't understand myself?