Hi. I'm Mikayla, I'm 13, & I'm not the girl I put myself out there to be. Everyone thinks i'm that happy, outgoing, loud, crazy girl. When in reality, I come home from school, go in my room, and cry. I cut, I burn, I have attempted suicide, & think about what it would be like if I wasn't here anymore. I have 2 different types of depression. My parents are devoriced, I feel like my family hates me & even my friends. I feel so alone in this world, like nobody undestands me. Hopeless. For once, I just want to be happy.