i just feeel like getting this out here you dont have to read,
I dont think you have a witty, youd think its dumb cuz your one of "those" guys, but ***** I LOVE YOU! i always have you used to chill with my cousin that lived with me so you were always over here, i was only 7 you were 10 but damn i thought you were hot, i never actually had any hope that you would even look at me who was i kidding, i could have NEVER had a boy like you, then as i turned 11 you turned !4 i still liked you, but we had never spoke once!! this was 4 years later and i hadnt gotten over you. I knew i was in love.. then i was 13 you were 16, i stalked you secretly in school i told my friends all the time i like you and i just wish you knew. but you barely knew my name! then you turned 17 i was 14, and one day out of the blue you facebook messaged me and said " hi you probably dont wanna talk to a boy like me but i used to chill at your house with your cousin i thought you were cute and i just can NOT hold it in any longer iv liked you since i was 10! i know this probably is crazy that im even talkin to a girl like you but we listen to the same music, like the same stuff and we should be better friends" this brought so many butterflies to my stomach and a smile to my face :) i love you... now im 15 and weve been best friends since that day, you flirt with me i flirt with you but were not dating. its fine with me cuz even talking to you makes me feel special:D i love you to death ***** and i cant believe a boy like you has liked me as long as iv liked you :)
if you read this i love you :)
<3
I try so hard everyday to make
people happy, to make someone laugh, to change someones whole life for the better from things I say,
I love when other people are happy and i believe smiling is
contagious so I ALWAYS have a smile on my face, and everyone who
knows me knows Im this way and always smiling.. Well
not one person knows this but... I cry myself to sleep every
night, i cut my wrists, I just want to run away, and Iv given
suicide honest thought. I dont like to
complain to friends because i feel like i bring them down and no
one actually cares but truth is Im depressed and i
wish someone would listen</3 if you read that thank you it
means alot, you dont have to help
but having someone to talk to would be
nice..