ImNotAPerfectPerson
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i hate writing about me's,
so im going to do some completely
random facts! im literally gonna
type things as they come to mind.
lets roll!
-im erin!
-i hate my name.
-13 years old..
-8th grade.
- class of 2015, bitch!
-taken by nick!♥
best friends since
7th grade, lovers
since 9.10.10! :P
- him asking me out has
proved to me that dreams,
hopes, and wishes do come
true. never believe otherwise.
- for the past year, i was struggling
to keep myself alive. because of him,
i'm living a "normal" life again.
- my main girly is kate. (:
bestfriends since 5th.
- her boyfriend and mine have
been bestfriends since birth.
- i have a mom and a dad, thats
all. no brothers, no sisters.
- that could change soon, because
my parents are talking about divorce.
ill add more lateer! im taking a break.
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3 Months & 9 Days Ago, I Lost The Best Thing To Ever Happen To Me.
& I feel that I should share my story here on witty, just to prove that guys aren't always what they seem.
This is an INCREDIBLY long vent, but I really need to let it out. </3
You DO NOT have to read if you don't want to, I don't mind.
My ex boyfriend, Nick and I dated for a solid 9 months and 2 days. He was the best boyfriend that I could ever ask for, huggable, kissable, just lovable in general. He bought me a gold necklace for Christmas, and multiple stuffed animals and other little things. He was always writing me little love letters, and we'd spend hours on the phone every night. Things between us were never really shaky, we were madly in love with eachother. Things suddenly fell apart before my eyes, unexpextedly, and my life will probably never be the same again. It was the last day of school, the last time things were totally normal between him and I. We had a great day at school, he wrote me a whole page and a half in my yearbook, and in it, he was expressing how much he loved me and would miss seeing me everyday. We said goodbye, and exchanged a very long hug, but no kiss because a teacher came out. We didn't mind, because we figured we'd see eachother in a few days at a local amusement park for our school picnic. Little did I know, this would be the last time that I would ever recieve a hug from the love of my life. I got home, and we talked through Instant Messaging about the usual kind of thing, only he seemed to be acting even more loving than usual, because he was going to camp that weekend, and he doesn't have a cell phone, so we wouldn't be talking until the following Monday. He left, after expressing multiple times that he'd "miss me soo much" and that I "wouldn't leave his mind" and that he "loved me more than words can describe". On Monday, when he came back - he Instant Messaged me, giving me short one word answers, and asking me where my best friend (who is also one of his best friends who he tends to go to for advice on me) was. I had the feeling in my gut that something was up. She got on Instant Messaging to find out what he wanted, but what he didn't know was that I was sitting next to my friend reading everything that he was saying to her. He told her that he had been thinking over the weekend, and didn't "feel the same" about me, and wanted to break it off. I cried, and cried, and cried. When I got on under my username, he told me the same thing (once again, he didn't know that I knew what he had told my friend, but she always tells me the things that he'd tell her - it's just part of best friend code.). He broke up with me, and I didn't sleep, eat, or smile for a few days. I had my friend talk to him about us getting back together, and seeing if he'd feel better about the two of us after spending the day with me at the school picnic I mentioned earlier. She talked to him about it, and he agreed, telling her how much he missed me and all. That night, while we were Instant Messaging, he told me he had to go "do something important", and signed off. Next thing I know, my phone was ringing - and it was him. He told me that he wanted me back, and missed me too much to continue on without trying to get me back. My initial response was to cry, tears of an incredibly happiness that words really cannot describe, and then I told him yes, obviously. A few days later, we went to the amusement park, and things just weren't right. He didn't hug me, he didn't kiss me, he didn't want to hold my hand. He invited me to sit on his lap, and that was all the affection he offered. I kissed him twice - the last kiss of our relationship, and it will haunt me forever. I knew things still weren't right, and it killed me all day long. At the end of the day, we were sitting on some steps with a group of friends in a barren area of the park. I looked up at him, with a shaky lower lip, and I could feel the stinging in my eyes. I leaned into his arms, and laid there crying so hard that he couldn't even understand what I was saying when he'd ask me questions. I told him how much I loved him, and he said it back. He calmed me down, and then we had to leave. He tried to kiss me, but I didn't realize that he was, and turned at the wrong moment. He assumed that I was mad at him and purposely turned away, and left. When I got home, he broke up with me again through Instant Messaging, because he said his feelings never changed back to normal about me. I think about him every day, and I literally mean every day. An old crush asked me out, and I decided to give that a try over the summer. I wasn't over Nick, and I shouldn't have dated the new kid, but I did it just to give it a shot and see if things would change. They didn't. I spent the whole almost 1 month relationship wondering why it had to happen the way it did, and why Nick couldn't have asked me back out instead of the new boyfriend. He ended up being far from my type anyways, and I broke up with him soon after school started. Nick had dated a cheerleader awhile after I got together with Jake, but she broke up with him soon after school started aswell - the same day that Jake and I broke up. I see him at school in the halls at daily at lunch. He usually sits at my table, and even so much as brushing up against his arm or leg by accident gives me butterflies to this day. His smile, his laugh, everything he does resembles 9 amazing months of my life. I would do anything to have him back, but he tells my friends that he just wants to be friends. When I smell Hollister Jake, the cologne that I got him for christmas, in the hallways, he is the first thing to come to mind. The smell of one of the most common colognes in our school makes me tear up because it was what he worse all the time - I'm that far from over him. When I see him laughing with other girls, its like a stab in the heart. That. Should. Be. Me. I feel that I should returh atlest his gold necklace he gave me sometime soon, and he said he'd take it if I gave it to him. I know I won't be able to do it without bawling my eyes out. I want my old life back so much. </3 I love you NRM, and you were my first real love. You'll always have a special place in my heart, even though everything you've done wrong to me. <3
So, I was on Facebook, when I found an ex
from long ago's page. It just
so happened to be public. His profile picture? Him and his new
girlfriend. He's the quarterback for the school's team,
and she's the cheer captain. I've moved on, and I have a
boyfriend of 5 months, whom I love more than anything But you
know what somehow hurts to to look at? Her profile
picture.
She's
gorgeous.
I hate you.
I hate you so much.
I wish you would just die.
My life would be so much easier
..without you in it.
I have become really close friends with my boyfriend's
ex.
They dated for 8 months. We've been dating for almost
3.
He hates her now, and she has a new boyfriend, but I know
she's not totally over him. I don't mind, cause I'd
be the same.
One day, i was talking to her in the hallway, I watched him
out
of the corner of my eye as he looked her straight in the eye,
smirked,
and ran up to me with a surprise kiss. She looked so hurt.
As much as I love him, guys are dicks..
& Every
day,
he comes up behind me at my locker
at the end of the day, as I'm kneeling
on the floor putting everything in
my book bag, brushes my hair from
the side of my face, and kisses my cheek.
Today, I felt bad for a silly fight we got into
yesterday, and when he came to my locker
to give me my kiss, I turned my face
quickly, and kissed him back. His
facial expression in return proves
how much he truly does love me.
truue
story.♥
My boyfriend's mom makes me
smile. (:
• "Hey Mom, can I go to
Fright Night this weekend?"
• "Hmm, with who?"
• "My friend Erin."
• "Pshh, she's not your friend. She's
your girlfriend.
I'm not stupid. But sure, you can
go."
My
parents forced me to surrender my two pet bunnies that I owned
and loved for a year to the local animal shelter a few weeks ago.
I just went to the shelter's website casually, and happened
to come across them posted in the adoptable rabbits section, up
for adoption as a pair. I've been through break ups, rough
friendship endings, parents divorcing after 13 years, cutting,
depression, almost everything
imaginable.
Nothing has ever hit me this
hard.