ImSailingAway

hey, well umm this is my secret witty. i found out that too many people i know from school found my old account. i got a witty so i could be myself without others judging me. well about me...im a really insecure and self consious person, although i absolutely do not show it. I have a lot of trust issues because ive been hurt in the past by friends i thought i could trust. ive been bullied by friends i thought were my friends, but i dont admit that its bullying.I have a boyfriend...i have this one bestfriend Sarah, shes like my sister. weve been through just about everything together and i dont think i would be typing this if i didnt have her. we fight alot but in the end we always need eachother because we help eachother through everything. anyways, i dream to much, i overthink EVERYTHING. i always get paranoid that people are talking about me alll the time. im scared that my bestfriend will one day just drop out of my life, because thats whats happened to me in the past...ive changed alot this year, my freshman year. i feel like everythings been a blur, and i dont even know who i am anymore. i just really need a break from life. my grades are bad, they never even have been before. Music is also my life. i turn to music when all else fails. The Script is my One Direction, i can relate to everything in the music. i also listen to The Fray, One Republic, Lifehouse, Coldplay, and GooGoo dolls.
If anyone ever needs help on here, dont hesitate to ask. i feel like im an expert at giving advice. ive delt with friends batteling suicide cutting, home problems, you name it. im on here 24/7. If you have any questions, just ask.
thanks for listening
ImSailingAway