& I know
That she has good reason. I know she's doing what's best
for me. I know she only hates him because of how he treats me. I
used to think she was wrong. But I'm slowly
starting to realize how awful he is to me. He really doesn't
care about me like I thought he did. I see this more and more
everyday.I'm just blinded by how much I love
him. Everyone always tells me I can do better, but I
dont care. I feel bad; I keep asking people for help, but then I
push them away. I'm sorry, I wish I could be as good a friend
to you, as you are to me. I hope you see this,
bestfriend.
I love you Maddie Coggin. Thanks for always believing in me, even
when no one else did.
♥
You know what I love?
You. I love your
eyes. I love your hair. I love your smell. I love every little
thing about you. I love your hugs. I love how safe I feel when
I'm in your arms. I love how we talk 24/7 and still never
run out of conversation. I love how nothing and no one can tear
us apart. I love how you actually make an effort to talk to me.
I love how you know everything about me, and likewise. I love
how you can make or break my day. You give me a reason to get
up and out of bed every morning. I love how you aren't
afraid to show your feelings. I love how you don't ignore
me in front of your friends. I love how you're hard to
figure out, yet I understand you completely. I love how you
appreciate me. I love how you love me for who I am. I love how
you would never do anything to intentionally hurt me. I love we
trust each other. I love how I get butterflies just at the
mention of your name. I love the way IYou make me feel. How
when I'm around you it's like nothing else matters. I
love how you're all i think about. I love how you will
never feel the same way about me..but that only makes me want
you more. You. I love
you.
I am hopelessly, head over heels, in
love with you.