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Two am. I'll go to sleep now.
Three am. Giving directions then i'll sleep.
Six am. Is that light?

It's 3 AM and suddenly your phone buzzes. It's a text from your best friend stating "i messed up and i cut." You let a heavy sigh and look outside your window to see another tree gone. When will your friend give up his lumberjack ways?

Stories that give me hope.




1. I suffer from Severe Depression, i try to keep that part of me away from my friends because i think they'll judge me. After revealing this to my dead friend via email, he went silent. I went to be feeling worse than ever. Early the next morning there was a knock at my door. He had driven all to see me, and just give me a hug.



2. I used to cut myself, and everyday i would pass by a young man standing and smiling at everyone who passed him. Then one day i pulled up my shirt sleeves and he saw my arms, he approached me and then hugged me.



3. Last night i was crying in my room, thinking how i hated myself. How i was ugly and how no one would ever want me. I texted my best friend and told him what i was thinking and in five minutes he was at my door. He had ran one mile through the pouring rain. He pulled out of his pocket a list of 357 things he loves about me.

Girl Confessions


1. Do you sleep in your bra? yeah.
2. Does your dad know you like boys yet? he doesn't really listen to me.
3. Do you enjoy drama? nope. but acting i do.
4. Are you a girly girl? ehh
5. Small or large purses? largee
6. Are you short? yea..
7. Do you like somebody? yes.
8. Do you care if your socks are dirty? no
9. Do you like Halloween? yes
10. Are you double jointed? yes
11. Where is the weirdest place you have slept? under a desk
12. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours? no
13. Is there any type of rumor going around about you? yes..
14. Do you call anybody by their last name? yes.
15. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"? NONE. i don't really know.

GIRLS BE HONEST...
16. What color is the bra that you're wearing? black and white
17. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys? dark.
18. Are you currently frustrated with a boy? no
19. Do you have a best friend? yes
20. Have you ever had your heart broken? yeah
21. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery? yes.
22. Do you like your life? heeeck no.
23. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on? yes
24. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys? i don't have friends.
25. How long have you had a Facebook? since 2011
26. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? yeah.
27. What are your biggest fears? being abandoned
28. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? yeah.
29. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind? yes
30. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"? no.
31. Have you ever had a good feeling about something? yeah
32. Do you ever wish you were famous? yeah
33. Are you currently missing someone? yes
34. Who are you texting right now? no one

THIS GUY OR THAT GUY? PICK ONE...
35. Cowboy or gangster? Gangster
36. Face or body? face
37. Sweet or sexy? sweet
38. Contacts or glasses? contacts

YOURSELF...
39. Eyeliner or mascara? mascara
40. Pink or black? pink
41. Pumps or flats? flats
42. Skirts or pants? Pants
43. Socks or leggings? leggings
44. Hoodies or jackets? hoodies
45. Heels or sneakers? sneakers
46. Straight or curly hair? Straight
47. White or black? white
48. Smoothies or lattes? smoothies
49. Diet or regular sodas? Regular

50. Water or Daiquiris? Daiquiris
51. Pearls or diamonds? Pearls
52. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen? Ashely Olsen
53. iPod or cell phone? cell phone
54. Friends or family? Friends
55. Lip gloss or lip stick?l Lipstick
56. Manicure or pedicures? Both
57. Tank tops or beaters? Neither
58. Big sunglasses or small? Both
59. Sunglasses or purses? Sunglasses

IN A GUY...
60. Funny or serious? Funny,
61. Romantic or daredevil? Daredevil.
62. Dark eyes or light eyes? Dark
63. Long hair or short hair? In the middle
64. Curly hair or straight hair? Straight
65. Hockey player or football player? Football

Things i love in a guy:

Sweet
Caring
Tastes Good
He's Food

Jimi Hendrix once pretended to be ga.y to get out of the army.

Am i the only girl who..
Eats people to lower the population?



Thought so.