starting a newjob,then having
ameetingforanew uni
placement, thenanappointmentwithatherapistforthefirsttime. allscary
but iamshowingup for
myself. iamproudofmyselffor
gettingthisfar. i amproudofmyself
forputtingmyselfinthissituation. iliketaking
careofmyselfthisway.
how are these strangers being so nice to me?
they apologise when they realise they've been mean.
how odd it feels to be comforted
how my eyes sting when i'm being consoled.
my feelings were valid, my feelings were valid.
i can trust myself. it was a bad encounter.
i wasn't being too sensitive, it was a bad encounter.
God give me strength and more love,
please.