" I woke up around
10 am, Kenny and Scooter were acting weird. Everyone was so
quiet...i didn't know what was happening, Kenny came up to
me and said 'Justin, as you know Avalanna was very strong.
Well...today...' Then everything stopped. My legs were
shaking and i had a huge desire to break down and cry. I asked
all of them to leave me and let me be alone. My angel. A
picture of her was inside my head. I felt helpless. She
didn't deserve it. She was struggling to win the battle...i
felt like i could've done more and i miss her... But at
least i know i made her dream come true and made her happy the
last few months. Love you Avalanna.