So there is this guy... He has a girlfriend which fine, I'll wait
till they are over, hope that happens soon, etc. but what do I do
when he is kinda flirty with me and his gf happens to be someone
I'm kinda sorta friends with??
I could text him constantly, but it's
not the same as seeing his adorable face, It's not the same
as staring into his gorgeous eyes. It's not the same as
holding his hand. Its not the same as teasing and play fighting
with him. It's not the same rush I get when he touches me.
It's not the same as kissing him would be. Him being so far
away will never be the same as having him right next to me for
those two days we had together!
I might have had to text him first but he always texts me right
back, keeps the conversation going, uses smiley faces in almost
Too bad texting is all we can do cause we live over an hour away
from each other :(
This past week seemed like a year in slow motion. My mind was so
clouded that I couldn't think. The pain of death was debilitating
while the crushing on him and contact with him made me feel high.
Never have I had such an emotionally draining time. And yet I
still wish it was just a dream...