Inrealiity

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Joined: January 4, 2012
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I wanna dedicate this to my sister. My sister is my inspiration in life. Shes not my real sister. Shes 19, her boyfriend is 23. She lives with me. Her dad's girlfriend raped her and her mom moved to south africa. She has been there for my through everything. I stay at her boyfriends house on the weekends and they have saved my life 4 times.
I love you sissy < 3

hii, im Tea. I'm 14 years old and i live in New York. I am an all star cheerleader and i love every minute of it. I love traveling the country. I live with my brother, sister, mom and dad. I have OCD, perfection is a way of life. JUST KIDDING. I'm not perfect, no one is. I'm far from it. I have a lot of preoblems. I'm getting stronger, better, and thinking on the better side now.
You're really pretty, I wish i could look like you.
585-683-1805  I'll always be here if no one else is
Comment if you wanna talk < 3
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katieXOalice here(:
this girl right here is one of the strongest people i know. i love
her to death and i probably wouldnt be here if i didnt have her. she
is the best person to vent to. she is there to listen to your thoughts and
there with good advice. and she is one of the of prettiest girls <3
i love you tea marie. (aka my best friend) and one day we
are going to meet. idc how <3333

Well, heres thepart no one cares about. I survived 2 brain surgeries to remove a tumor when i was in 3rd grade. I get bullied everyday by my "friends" at school. I work out to much. I cut mysle. I have tried to die 4 times. The 3rd time almost worked till my sister found me. My mom and dad fight everyday. I dont talk to my parents becasue alls i do is get throughin around. If you read it, I love you < 3 

Quotes by Inrealiity






Confession 7
Tommorow I have
to go talk to a consler.
I'm scared.





Confession 6
I haven't cut in a month



Confession 5
Most people say
" its easier to tell the truth then to hold a lie"
I say
" its easier to hold a lie then tell the truth"



Confession 4
If you look close enough.
You can see the lines of make up
uneven on my skin, there called
tears



Confession 3
my mom has gone from
my biggest supporter
to my biggest enemy.



confession 2.
my hip hurts so much.
I can barley walk anymore.
The razor has made
it a life habit.



Confession 1.
I haven'teaten in 3 days.
My dog shouldn'tbe hungry for awhile.



Today my sister asked me why i cut
I told her to get my mind away from the pain
She told me it didnt get my mind away
I said how do you know
She said cuz everytime you look down at your hip,
you remember why you did it.



I'm not like them,
but i can pretend.



I flirt with suicide
sometimes to kill the pain