If you could see me
now
chapter
9
The look on Conor's face was
priceless.
"What time is she coming over at?" he asked, his eyes
wide.
I looked up at the clock. "I don't know. Ten more
minutes?"
"Oh," was all he could manage.
"Anyway, Eoin, what were you saying?" I asked, smiling
at him.
He smiled back, pleased to be centre of attention again, and
continued on with his story. Conor sat quietly, staring down at
his food.
"If Scarlet's coming then maybe we should wait until she
gets here before we eat," Hazel said. She was so kind,
always thinking of other people, while I was here tormenting and
lying to her son.
Scarlet hadn't called. I had invited her around. She was
reluctant to come, and when I asked why, she said Conor wanted to
talk to her and it didn't sound good. I told her that was
nonsense, and when she said she thought she liked someone else, I
told her that I had liked him but he had never liked me, and as
soon as I found out he had a girlfriend I told him I was
sorry.
"When did you find out that?" she had asked.
"The second day I worked here," I lied.
I convinced her that all he wanted to talk about was how he was
sorry if there was any confusion. She had agreed to come.
We did wait. Scarlet arrived exactly ten minutes later.
Hazel greeted her at the door, took her coat and hung it up, and
then told her to sit down next to Conor. She smiled nervously at
him and then at me.
"Oh, you must be Jodie," she said, frowning
slightly.
Scarlet was even prettier than I had imagined. She had wavy red
hair and golden eyes. She was tall and pale, and had the kind of
figure that all the other girls envied. Her smile was beautiful,
and I honestly couldn't find fault with the girl.
I bet she's nice too, I thought bitterly. I was
right though.
"Yeah, that's me."
Conor was looking at me with a pained expression on his face.
Clearly, I hadn't reacted the way he had hoped for.
Scarlet stretched her hand across the table for me to shake. I
glanced at Conor, who was smiling crookedly at me. I shook her
hand.
Scarlet and I talked and talked while eating our lunch. She was
too nice, really. I wasn't sure if she actually liked me or
if she just liked everyone or if she hated me and was good at
hiding it. She seemed to think I was hilarious though, so I was
sure she liked me - as impossible as it is for people to like
me.
"Scarlet," Conor interrupted me mid-sentence. "I
need to talk to you. Alone." He glared at me as he stood up,
and I stared back with a blank expression.
I turned back to Eoin then. "So, what kind of music do you
like?"
Eoin was too nice also. I had been ignoring him since Scarlet
arrived, but he still spoke to me when I needed him. He was so
adorable. I'd keep him all to myself if he wasn't too
good for me.
And if I could get my mind off Evan.
Since the whole thing with Conor, my mind had kept drifting back
to Evan every chance it got.
Scarlet and Conor left the room, Conor slamming the door with a
loud bang.
After Eoin had explained - in great detail - all of his favourite
bands and singers, he asked me a question I hadn't been
prepared to answer. "Who was your first boyfriend?"
I hesitated. "My first proper boyfriend was Evan, I
guess."
"When did you meet him?"
"When I was fifteen," I answered, trying not to
remember.
"When did you break up?"
"We didn't," I mumbled.
"I thought you said you didn't have a boyfriend,"
he said in confusion.
"I really don't want to talk about it," I told him,
smiling slightly.
Conor and Scarlet came back in then.
"Just tell me why," Scarlet begged.
"You want to know why?" he snapped, pointing at me.
"She's the reason!"
"What did I do?" I asked calmly.
"Yeah, I'm confused," Scarlet said. "Jodie
said that when you told her you had a girlfriend and weren't
interested that she backed off."
"I never told her that!" Conor shouted, throwing his
hands up. "She's messing with my head. Look, Scarlet, I
do like you, but I need time to think. I'm
confused."
"Oh, you think I'm just going to wait around incase you
like me more than her? Well, if you figure it out, don't even
bother coming to tell me!" she said, turning on her heels
and walking out the door.
Conor looked back at me.
"Should have kept her," I said, shrugging my shoulders.
"Because you ain't getting me."
Author's
Note:
Jodie's such a
b..tch.
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