I've thought about this for a
while, but I didn't want to say it. Everyone thinks I'm
crazy but.. I don't know. I've learned to accept things
for what they are, even how much it hurts to do so. Nathan,
I'm not mad or upset with you. I understand your pain and
everything. My grandmother-- well, great grandmother is in the
hospital and she's dying. Everyone in my family kind of hates
me for some reason and .. I don't know. .. Going back to what
I said earlier.. I've thought about this a lot. I know these
kind of relationships never really work but some people can make
them work. I don't know how to say it so.. here goes
nothing.
I'm in love with
you.