This is the vent of confused
directioner.
I've always said I would
stick by the boys no matter what, because I loved my boys, but
I'm confused. What does it even mean to be a Directioner
anymore? We all hate eachother. The rumors and the lies are
tearing this fandom apart from within itself.
Ours boys have
changed.
They are no
longer the same boys on the stairs. Louis flipped off fans, Niall
called them c*nts, Liam cussed out
girls who were hating on his
girlfriend, Zayn worea shirt that said
F***k
You in nice pretty writing.
Louis is quiet,
Liam is less
innocent, Niall isn't
laidback,
Harry isn't all that
flirty, and Zayn
barely
still exists.
I'm trying to stay with "My boys" like I always
knew I would, because honestly, they are the only thing that has
kept me going for so long, but, I'm afraid. I don't think
"My boys" are still "My boys" I think they
are what society has turned them into. And by society, I
don't mean the evil thing everyone blames their problems on,
I mean us.
#TheDirectionerSociety
And in all honesty, I've lost hope in us.
I'm confused, and I don't know if I still have faith in
everything Directionerism is supposed to be.
I think I've lost faith in the one thing I have
left.
But a promise is a
promise.
Somthing not to be severed.
I've pledged my alligience.
DirectionerForever.
-Ivy