Iwannabehisprincess17

Hmm. I need some advice wittians!
I've fallen for my best friend, Ryan!
I normally only see him at weekend because he lives so far away. 
The thing is, i asked him out yesterday and he just said 'i have to finish my girlfriend but she's ignoring me' 
She keeps ignoring him, so he can't break up with her. She's hurt him thousands of times. 
I really love him! He didn't say no to me! Does that mean he wants to be with me too?
I bet he doesn't, even if he does how long is it gonna be till he finishes her? :'( 

Seriously. I love him. I miss him like hell!
I wanted to kiss him yesterday when we we're together at the park.
I want a second chance and this time i promise not to hurt you!
You wont give me it though.
All my friends have pointed out i go through boys more than shoes.
I don't wanna be that girl!
I want a long term relationship .
With him though.
But i don't wanna hurt Jack
I do love him but i'm not over Luke yet:'(
Why did i have to be so stupid and make that mistake?
Why couldn't he of given me that second chance?
Why do i still have to be alive?

Hmm. Need some really good advice!
I love my boyfriend, jack!, He's such a nice guy, he makes me laugh all the time. 
But i just saw my ex boyfriend.
We just clicked again.
All the memories&feelings came rushing back.
I would do anything to get him back, 
But i don;t want to hurt Jack. 
My friend pointed out that i go through boys like shoes. 
But i don't mean to. 
I just can;t help it/

some please help me!

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 What if fairytales don't end with a happy ending?

Hi. I’m Alex. I’m just an 18 year old girl, supposed to be starting year 13. Dating my best friend. Currently, living in a hotel in Paris, France.  Sounds great right? Yeah well it isn’t exactly the dream I dreamt of as a little girl. My life was literally over! It all happened on that one week! Wanna know? Well this is how it happened…
“Oh hey Alex, Are you busy?” Asked my best friend Natalie.
“Oh, No, I’m not busy why?”
“Get ready! We’re going shopping!”
“Natalie! Why? I’m seeing Nathan so…”
And that was the end of my phone call with my best friend I’d known since like Year 1! So I got dressed, put on my skinny jeans, and Purple t-shirt and my worn out black belt, did my make-up, tried to straighten my wildly frizzy blonde hair and put on my old coat! Natalie beeped her horn as if it was a punching bag outside, I’m really surprised why it hasn’t broken yet, I grabbed my Coco Channel bag I’ve had since Year 7 and headed out the door! 
“So, what did you drag me out for?”
“We’re going to a party tonight, you need a new outfit! Everyone is going to be there!”
“Erm, okay then! Can Nath come?” I asked, nervously.
“Yeah, so you need to wear something really pretty, slightly sexy, but not slutty!” 
“Will Jack be there?” I asked hesitantly.
“Of course! Since we’ve been together, he hasn’t left my side; I had to sneak down here!”
“Ahahaha! So anyway which shops are we going in first?!” I said while trying to get out of her car.
“Eh, I was thinking of blue banana for accessories, River Island or Peacocks for clothing and then Gucci for shoes” She said, while literally dancing down the shopping centre car park.
“Well, this sounds expensive! I only brought £30 leftover birthday money.” I replied with shock.
“Don’t worry; this is your birthday present from me!”
“Oh, wow! Thank you so much Natalie!”
After four hours of shopping and trying on, our feet started to hurt, so we both grabbed a take-out latte from Starbucks and went home to get ready! As soon as we got in through the door Natalie ran to the shower, so I sat and waited and started texting Nathan.
*Hey baby, what are you doing tonight? Xxxxxx*
*Oh hey Alex! I’m working tonight, why? Xxxxxx*
*Oh, me and Natalie are going to a party, just wondering if you wanted to come. Xxxxxx*
*I will try and make it there babe, no promises though Xxxxxx*
*Okay Nath, Love you! Cya later baby Xxxxxx*
*Bye bye babe, love you too! Xxxxxx* 
And that was my 5 minute conversation with my boyfriend, but I love him anyway, even though he can be an ignorant git! I got up and made myself a peanut butter sandwich, and got ready for the party. After an hour or two of make-up and curlers and a whole lot more, we were ready to go, I was in a Blue and black lace, short dress with a few bangles and some diamond love heart earrings, with a matching necklace, my make-up looked perfect and my hair was all curled. Natalie wore a beautiful short black and red dress, her black hair all puffed and straightened, she had a red headband in her jet black hair, so basically she was beautiful! I didn’t know where the party was, she never told me, she just made me get in the car and shut up. She turned on the radio and pulled out a bottle of water from her bag, she had a sip, then asked if I wanted some. My throat was really dry so I said yes. 
“UGH! What the hell is that?” I said, trying to get the horrible taste out from my mouth.
“Vodka, I thought you knew?”
“Obviously not!” I replied, “Do you have any mints, I can’t get this taste out of my mouth?” 
She nodded and threw me a packet of strong mints. She’s acting really strange, I know she does bad stuff, but never done something like that. She turned the radio up to break the silence, we hadn’t fell out had we? Not me and Nat, we’d been friends just over 10 years! The car halted to a stop outside of a massive house, music was blaring and multi-coloured lights were peeping through the closed curtains. We stepped out the car, Nat walk up to me and said, “Ready?” I nodded, and she grabbed my hand and we walked in. As soon as we go through the door, we were greeted by a young gorgeous man, he took our coats and took them into another room, and we walked towards where all the music was coming from. Natalie found Jack and I found a nice quiet spot in the massive garden.
“Hi, can I sit here?”
“Um, yeah sure” I replied.
“I’m Tom, you are?” 
“Um, I’m Alex” I said nervously.
“Nice to meet you Alex, will you dance with me beautiful?” 
“Yeah sure, I’m not very good at dancing though” I said.
“I bet your better than me”
“Oh, I’m not”
“Well, let’s go find out!”
He grabbed my hand and we walked back inside, he was beautiful, he had long gorgeous blonde hair that almost covered his dazzling light blue eyes, he was wearing black jeans and a red t-shirt. After we danced to like 5 songs, the DJ had put on a slow dance at a party! Oh my, Tom came closer towards me, and he whispered, “Can I have this dance?” How could I resist him? He’s gorgeous! I stepped forwards and leant my head on his chest, and he took his hands away from mine and wrapped them around my waist, slowly dancing, I’d never felt like this before, my heart was going mad! I could hear it beating, he laughed quietly at me, he could feel it too. The song changed and we went back outside for some air, we swapped numbers and added each other on bbm and Facebook. I knew Nathan wouldn’t turn up, we never do anything anymore, he’s too busy working all the time, and when we start year 13, he’ll be doing football as well. I get really lonely at times, now Nat’s with Jack and Nath’s always working.

Should i put the rest on?

Dear desperate bi.tch i call my best friend.

Thank you for everything you've done to me, everything i've done for you. I stuck up for you whenever someone picked on you&what do you give me in return?
First of all, you hit on my best friends, charlotte. boyfriend, dylan. The say you didn't!
Second of all, you hit on my other best friend, tamara;s, boyfriend, talis, Then say you didn;t!
Third, you hit on my boyfriend, luke,Then say you didn't. 
You saw my tears! So watch me bleed, Your the one that stabbed me in the back, but here's your knife back


VENT OVER!

So when they broke up, you wanted him.Dylan, won't ever be yours.

So when they broke up, you wanted him. Talis, won't ever be yours.

So when we broke up, you wanted him. Luke will never be yours.

Two words;


DESPERATE BI.TCH