i've
got
shame.
I've got
shame, I've got scars that I will never show. I'm a
survivor in more ways than you know. Because all the pain and
the truth I wear like a battle wound. So ashamed, so confused,
I'm not broken or bruised. Because now I'm a warrior,
now I've got thicker skin. I'm a warrior. I'm
stronger than I've ever been. And my armor, is made of
steel, you can't get in. And you can never hurt me again.
There's a part of me I can't get back, a little girl
grew up too fast. All it took was once, I'll never be the
same. Now I'm taking back my life today, nothing left that
you can say. Because you were never gonna take the blame
anyway...
"i
didn't do
anything."
that's your
reason for not apologizing. but guess what, you did do
something. you made me cry. i don't care if i had "no
reason to cry" i did. i don't care if i'm over
dramatic, that's me. i have a big heart, i'm a caring
person. so every little thing gets to me. i don't know
about you, but my mom taught me to care about the people we
love, and never hurt them. you must've missed that lesson.
because you've hurt me so many times. but yanno, it
doesn't matter because you know i'm never going to
leave. you know you can do whatever, say whatever, and be in
whatever mood, and i'm still going to be here. and i have a
feeling that's never going to change, because guess what?
that's
me.