JBSGIRL

Status: lifes short, so do what makes you happy ♥
Joined: March 31, 2011
Last Seen: 3 years
user id: 161968
Gender: F

Quotes by JBSGIRL

 

     "I would like to see

you come undone.


When you're laughing so hard that

your eyes crinkle and the corners and your

 hand comes up to
cover your mouth like

you're trying to conceal a secret.

When

you are overcome with

a sadness so deep

that your shoulder

drops and all the

 weight leaves your


body; you seem so

fragile in those

moments. When the late

hours of the night

slowly creep into your


words and you reveal

all the fears that


you've had so long, but

couldn't express


until you are drunken


with sleepiness.

When you love so

passionatly that I can

feel it in every fiber of my being- there is

nothing you can do

better.


      These are the times

i've loved you the

most."
 





 
I think back to our last conversation all the time. We talked about a lot, but I believe that what was most important was left unsaid. It was like a silent understanding. This was it. I knew that it was the last time we would speak to eachother in that way. It was the last time we'd talk to eachother about love. I said I had to go, but we didn't say goodbye. I never planned on saying it. In fact, I never wanted to. The last thing you said to me was about how wrong everything had went between us, and you were absolutely right. Things went wrong, and we were both to tired to try to make them right. I was done fighting. The last few months with you were filled with fights, assumptions, accusations, empty promises, and impulsive desicions. I have no doubt in my mind that I loved you through it all, but all the stopping and starting again took its toll to my heart. I was exhausted and weak. In the end, we were both desperate for a solution. We both wanted it to be perfect, like how it was in the beginning, but that was gone. There was nothing left but pain for us, but niether one wanted to be the first to leave. So I left. I left without an explanation and chose not to say goodbye. I think it's the best that way though. I just didn't want to hurt you anymore than I already had. Just know that I don't regret you. Every painful moment, every song, every stupid text, every text, and every I love you, I don't regret any of that. However, the fact that I've been the reason behund your tears is something that im not sure I'll be able to live with. 

I never mean't to hurt you.

 
 




 
f o r m a t j i m m y 3 6 5












She really thought you were different
In the back of her mind, she knew to be careful from previous experiences, but something about you made her leave her gaurd down. She thought you were the one to change her view on guys. She put total trust in you. All those nights talking on the phone, those webcam dates, using thousands of texts to talk to eachother for the times a phone call wasn't possible. The conversations exchanged between you two, the things you've told her. How is it possible for you to leave her without a second thought about how she would react? Do you not feel any guilt? Does the fact that her smile disappeared not keep you up at night, making you think about what you've done? Or are you busy talking on the phone with the girl you left her for?

 
 




 
f o r m a t j i m m y 3 6 5


The worst feeling isn't being lonely. Its being forgotten by someone you'd never forget. Someone you've spent months loving and caring for. That one person that you'd do anything to make them stay. The one that made you feel crazy inside and made your day a million times better when you were ready to break down. That one person you forgave everytime they hurt you because you couldn't let go. Giving them extra chances because you thought they'd change. But where is that person? That person that mean't the world to you and you felt like you mean't nothing to them.











I'll be okay,
Is that what you want me to say?

 

 
 




 
f o r m a t j i m m y 3 6 5

Hey, you called me up again just to break me like a promise..
 
nmf







Waiting for the text,
that won't ever come.









nmf/nmq












 

 

format-br0kenwings LEAVE THIS HERE PLEASE.


I dont know what
MY FUTURE HOLDS
but im hoping
that you're in it


 

 







  I wanna be beautiful enougfor you


 




Would you like the receipt in the bag?
No, you can put it in my ear.