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Time: 3-4pm
Date: 11/15/09
Location: Soccer Field

Me: omg this sucks. I can't tell if he is like looking at me or not. ugh hes giving me like mixed signs.
Friend: ya ik. he probably likes u.
Me: haha ya right. like he would ever like me. :/
Friend: omg i think he is looking at u ! I'm not kidding !!
(he was looking in my direction from across the field)
Me: I doubt it, he is probably looking over there...
(At the parents who were on the side lines next to us)
Friend: idkk he looks like he is looking at u.
Me: If only...

Time: Flex
Date: 11/16/09
Location: Science room :)

Guy: Hey, I saw you yesturday.
Me: where? (acting stupid. not meaning to...)
OH at the soccer field !
Guy: ya
Me: I saw you too :)
Guy: haha yeahh




I know its not much but that totally like made my day !!!!!!!!. He noticed me !!! From across a soccer field :)
eeeeeekk <333. too bad he is dating someone :'(
This really happened :)

WOW...
He honestly doesn't know?
He doesn't know that shes notworth it?
That she couldn't care less?
He doesn't know that when I talk to him, my heart just stops?
That I'm right here thinking about him every minute?
He doesn't know that hes not right for her?
That I'm the one he wants and needs?
That I'm needing and wanting him?
How can he not see?
That we were definately ment to be. <3

Is there anything more you could say?
I want you mine for ever. Please stay.

You call me Pretty
You flirt with me day to day
(I know your kidding. it's not okay)
When you call my name
Suddenly my heart is tamed.
I don't know why
I don't care how
But I like it that way
so keep it.okay?

WHAT?!

You liked her.
For a day
You killed my heart
I hope you get hit.
By hurrican Fay.
No. Don't, I want you in my life
Forever till the day earth dies.
I can't believe your with her.
She looks as if she couldn't care less.
You look like you don't want her
Someone else is on your mind.
could that be me? I don't know.
Do I wish that could be me?
Hell yes I would wish it forever.

Awww Thanks. That means alot to me.

You talk,
You flirt
You let me use your pen.
You make me laugh
You make me sing.
I wish you were mine.
Today,
I walk so close
Close to touch
shoulder to shoulder
Out the door.
You talk to me
Until We leave
You get hit
"you hold me"
I see you look,
at my phone.
Just ask for the number
don't you have a bone?

I don't get why you do this to me.
Tourcher me like im nothing
just another girl in the school
that you talk to.
I do not get.
why your with her.
can't you see
I'm falling for you.
Fall for me.
Why don't you?...
I LOVE YOU <3



ALL MINE NO JOCKING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This really happened and is happening to me </3

Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?"


The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."


Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?"


The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."



Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair.

"Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked.


Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom." She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could."


Sally walked out of Children's mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room. She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.


It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said:

"Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say I LOVE YOU. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good-bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him?' "God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.

Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm, sure the food will be great.


Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?


Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.



(Let's see Satan stop this one.) Take 60-seconds and repost this, within the hour, you will have caused a multitude of believers to pray to God for each other. Then sit back and feel the Holy Spirit work in your life for doing what you know God loves
"When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.?



REPOST THIS, it's not just an ordinary chain letter. . .

Boy's,
I don't get what they think
What they say
How they act
any of their facts,
I don't get why they can't see the ones that truly love them
Instead they pick the ones that could really care less about them.
Boy can't you see?
That I'm the one?
The one that loves you with all my heart,
The one that will take u when your hurt.

I don't get it. You looked like u were in to me
In to me deeply
Just one night changed everything
you liked her for 2 days
asked her out
I heard she only liked u a little
She looks as if she couldn't care less
I don't get why your into her.
Why your with her.

Venting...

Okay theres this boy that is in my english class... I have like a little corner of 4 people. 1 other girl, me, cute boy , and his friend. we would talk in class about another girl that doesn't go to our school but loves gingers. His friend is a ginger. (Neither boy has ever seen her, but me and the girl know her) When we were discussing how pretty she was, the cute boy asks me.
Cute boy: Is she pretty?
Me: yea shes wicked pretty !
Cute boy: is she prettier than me !? (he smiled)
Me: oh yea ____ .. she is prettier than you
Cute boy : Is she prettier than you?
Me: yea probably
Cute boy : No I don't think so..
Me: awww thanks ____

The other girl and his friend are always like. I can SO see you guys together. and his friend is always like ___ likes Amanda !!!! (Amanda is me ) and the cute boy wouldn't deny it. ever.


But now... after those days.. supposidly he liked this other girl for 2 days and then just asks her out. and right now they are currently dating. he always walks with her. after lunch he goes and sits with her at her table. but the girl doesn't seem as much into him as he does her. but her friends say shes always like that with her boyfriends. and everyday after school they hug before they leave for their bus. Why can't he see that I love him?? Why couldn't he love me for 2 days and then ask me out!!! im mean really???? And now since he is taken. the other girl in my english class and his friend don't say " i can so see u guys together" my god i mean im friends with his girlfriend. but idkk.

I NEVER GET THE GUY I WANT ! NEVER EVER 

I want our relationship to be the way it was, three months ago when you didn't know who the hell she was. </3



All Mine!!!!
NO JOCKING!!!!

Tell me. Tell me to my face... that you love me. I don't want all these signs, all this time... wasted. Just tell me. Pleasee <3.



All Mine!!!
No Jocking!!!!