Hey. Remember me? Yeah, that girl that was
your best friend ever since 3rd grade. Do you rememeber when we
were at that carnival together? You ran up to me and demanded me to
go on the ride with you. You bought me a ticket and everything. I
was terrifeied in the beginning of the ride and you told me I was
going to be fine. I held on to your sweatshirt the whole entire
time. By the end of the ride, I wanted to go on again. When i got
off the ride my mom whispered to me " He's so inlove
with you." "No, mom! We are best friends. We always have
been." I replied smiling. Do you remember the summer going
into 7th grade? It all started out when you told me I have
beautiful blue eyes. You were the first person to ever notice my
eyes. That was the night I began to fall for you. I rememeber
the night you asked me out. It was really late at night and I was
texting you and Lexi. I thought it was going to be easy getting
over you after we broke up because we were best friends for so
long. Do you remember the night we shared our first kiss? We were
sitting on the little bench in your backyard. We were just starring
at eachother and you kissed me. It was more than a peck but not a
long kiss. But to me, it was perfect. You told me you love me after
we kissed. "I'm so glad i had my first kiss with my best
friend." you said to me. Do you remember how we shared every
single night together, We woudl hold hands and walk down the block.
You would surprise me by kissing me at random times. Do you remeber
all that? Do you remember the night I broke up with you? I don't
even know why I did it. I think i was afraid becuase the feelings
were just so strong. Were you upset? We were still such good
friends after that. I remember we were sitting on my trampoline and
playing Truth or Dare with a bunch of people. They dared to kiss.
We did. We actually couldn't stop. It was like magic. I remember
that you strarted to become a player. You went out with every
pretty girl and kissed all of them. I started to go out with
someone else. I really liked him. I still thought about you but my
mind was pretty much set on the new boy. One day, you randomly
texted me. You sounded not yourself. I asked you what was wrong and
you said you coulndn't tell me at that moment. That night, we both
went to our friend Steven's party. You kept on flirting with me a
lot there. After the party. you texted me and we were talking. You
told me you love me. That you never stopped loving me and that you
miss me. You told me that you never stop thinking about me and when
you kissed all those other girls, it didn't mean anything to you.
You said you only felt something when you kissed me. One probelm,
we were both dating different people when this all happened. We
broke up with them and you asked me out. We went out for 5 days and
you broke up with me over facebook. Do you remember how devistated
I was? I remember that night in April when we were sitting in my
backyard alone. You told me you miss me and you wanted to hook up.
I was going out wiht someone else and refused to give you what you
wanted. You apologized after and told me that you were always here
for me because I told you that my boyfriend treated me horribly
which was true. I asked you why you alwaysk to me and you said
" Who knows? We have something." I was happy that atleast
you knew that we have something. We kind of drofted apart aftert
that and didn't talk or hang out. Then one day you called me and
wanted to hang out. I couldn't because I was with my cousin. We
ended up texting allll day. All flirty and stuff. The next day we
hung out. I was sitting on the couch in your basement when you
suddenly sat down next to me and put your arm around me. We looked
up at eachtoher and started kissing. We didn't plan it, it just
happened. We kissed a lot that night. It was like we were going out
but we weren't. After that, we stopped talking again. You started
going out with other people again being your player self. We still
hung out sometimes and I got those randomn calls from you just
saying "hey." Do you remember that one night you texted
me you and I didn't answer? I wanted you to think that I was gone.
Even though I knew I wasn't. Right now, you're going out with
another girl. I've hung out with you guys a couple times and she is
really nice. If you're happy with her than I'm happy for you. I
just don't want you to forget all we had.