Jade672

confessions.

confession 1-
when I was younger (4-7) I wasn't exactly 'well behaved'. I used to run away from home, throw tantrums and scream and kick and physically hurt people. Certain members of my family used to be scared to upset me because they didn't want me to start doing that.

confession 2 -
I have really messed up teeth. When I was younger I used to eat ALOT of candy and i've always been scared of dentists. Which meant that I wouldn't get the treatment for my teeth I needed because I refused to let them do it. I now have to have 2 of my adult teeth removed all because I was too scared to let them fill in my filling. If I could, i'd go back and let them do it.

Confession 3 -
I hate when people think they understand what it's like to be me, and assume everything must be perfect for me. When really, they have no idea.

Confession 4 -
I have a really varied taste in music, from Justin Bieber&Taylor swift to Mayday parade, paramore, eminem.

Confession 5 -
The song 'mockingbird' by Eminem pretty much explains my childhood. Minus the part about drugs.. oh & 'because of you' by Kelly Clarkson.

Confession 6 -
As much as I appreciate the friends I have that live near me they're all judgemental b*tches. They lie and talk about me behind my back and they all have bestfriends of their own. Yet my bestfriend lives 4000+ (9+ hours} away from me.
And all my other bestfriends/sisters live over 2000+.

Confession 7 -
I have secrets that nobody knows. Not anyone. I can't even bring myself to share them on here.

Confession 8 -
My dad doesn't really know who I am. Well he does, but he's never seen the real me. He thinks i'm this perfect daughter compared to my little sister. I'm quiet, well behaved, never talk back and always does as told. He doesn't see the real me, (the one my mom sees) the loud, rude girl with the terrible attitude. The other me.

Confession 9 -
In school, I barely talk to anyone. I ignore everyone unless i'm friends with them or they talk to me first. Even people i've been in classes with since september have no idea who I am.

Confession 10 -
I hate when people say that your too young to understand what love is, or know what love is. Since when was their a limit on love?

Confession 11 -
I'm running out of confessions.

Confession 12 -
I get jealous really, really easily over the smallest things.

confession 13 -
I'm terrified of the dark.

Confession 14 -
My parents used to make jokes about my eating habits. They never understood how much it upset me.

Confession 15 -
I trusted a girl with a secret once, she told my whole grade. The worst part is, i'm still friends with her.

Confession 16 -
I come across clingy to people, but really i'm just scared of losing them.

Confession 17 -
I'm the screw up in my family and i've been reminded of that a few times.

Confession 18 -
I've run out of things to say.

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 &  nothing feels like home ,  

when you're a 1000 miles away and the hardest part of living, is just taking breaths to stay.