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Hi, I'm Jacob.

Hi Maddy.
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A couple months ago, I was madly in love with this girl who ended up hurting me but I still can't get her out of my head and I wrote her this letter

To Her Next Boyfriend (even though she won’t have another one because she’s all mine and I’m never letting her go),

She will definitely give you her all. She’s very caring and super sweet. There’s never a time where I feel the slightest bit afraid or uncomfortable. I haven’t said this to her yet but she makes me safe and she somehow makes everything better.

She really likes her chocolate milk in the morning, so if she’s moody, ask her if she had any yet. She likes to refer to herself as a princess, since she is a princess, so call her that, I swear she’ll love it. Remind her how much you like her or else she’ll worry. While you’re at it, remind her how beautiful she is (isn’t she the most beautiful thing you have ever laid your eyes on?) and how lucky you are to have her because I swear, you’re the lucky one. She comes up with the cutest little sayings to substitute curse words like “bull hookey” and I promise it will make you smile and laugh all the time. She’s very protective over her family and you obviously have to deal with her momma’s shade (even though princess throws enough shade to cover a rainforest). She’s definitely a great big sister. On Thursdays, she has dance and she loves her kids so you gotta share her on Thursdays. She’s pretty clumsy honestly but it’s all cool because she’s absolutely perfect, in my eyes (hopefully yours too). She doesn’t like roses but she does like sunflowers. She’s very picky and she likes her fruits.

Now your opinions won’t always be the same but don’t expect her to change her views just to satisfy yours. Conversations with her may vary, they can go from something completely small and pointless to something so big and deep. When she tells you certain things you’ll be so proud of her. Everything she says and does is absolutely great and cherish every single moment.

Your family will love her, your friends will love her, and so will you. Her very essence will bury itself in your very core. There’s never a single instant where she isn’t on my mind. The smallest things will remind you of her and you’ll definitely smile like a fool, so definitely be prepared. Her words will immortalize you and I swear the things she says will manifest in your head. You’ll definitely be genuinely happy because of her.

Personally, I never thought I’d feel this way about anyone, especially now. You could ask just about anyone and they’ll tell you I would be the last person they expected to fall for someone this hard. I always said I had no intention to date this year, as it is senior year and that’s the time to be selfish, but here I am, falling so hard for the girl that NEEDS her chocolate milk in the morning. Right now, whenever I plan for the future, she’s always in it so be prepared. I really like how she’s adapted to me already and how she knows exactly how to deal with me when I’m moody.

Most importantly, please treat her with the utmost respect, honesty, and don’t be afraid to tell her how you feel. She’s like a drug and I’m addicted, and you will be too.

so theres this girl,
I talk to her everyday
but she makes me so nervous.
she intrigues me
she has ambition
she knows good music
shes absolutely beautiful
and I think I like her
dear god she gives me butterflies

The "dayuuuuum Daniel" fad hasn't been a thing for awhile yet but its already annoying. .


In honor of me turning 17 tomorrow :)
17 Things I Learned Before 17:
1. You have to accept yourself for who you are, flaws and all.
You know the saying "you can be the ripest, juiciest peach in the world, but there will always be someone out there that hates peaches." You can’t control the fact that your personality, looks, interests, etc. won’t always be appreciated by others however you should never change to please anyone. If they can’t accept you for who you are, they aren’t worth your time. 

2. Do NOT be afraid to tell people how you feel.
Most of my life, I could never tell people how I feel because I always thought it was a sign of weakness but boy was I wrong. Please don't be afraid to tell your family, or someone you really trust, how you feel because I promise they will help you through it.

3. School is important but it's not the most important thing.
I put everything before my mental health and that's where I dropped the ball. In retrospect, StuCo and all the other things was not nearly as important as sleep and especially my mental health. At least I can say I hit that 2007 Britney Spears psychological breakdown and I got right back up. It's time to let up and give yourself a well-deserved break from all negative stressors.

4. Sometimes, it's okay to fail.
Dear God, this one is really hard because this so isn't me (but should be), if something doesn't achieve your expectations, just reach for the highest you can reach and try to be satisfied. Life doesn’t call for perfection, and the journey of the reach is more important than however high you reach. Although I cannot do this yet, I'm learning to.

5. Know your worth.
Don't ever let someone's perspective of you change anything. You obviously brought something to the table if someone asked you to do something. Think about it this way, would you rather have 10% from an extraordinary person or 100% from an ordinary person?

6. Know exactly what you want and believe its achievable.
Dream big, the bigger the better. #guerrero2052

7. Don't take life so seriously.
I still haven't grasped this concept either but seriously, don't take life so seriously. All the clothes, the cars, the money, the achievements, you can't take that stuff with you when you die, so carpe diem.

8. Make them listen.
If you want something done, but other people have doubts about it, do it anyway. Prove them wrong. Show them exactly what you can do.

9. Rock bottom is a real thing.
 You will have moments of unbearable pain.  It takes time to learn how to heal yourself.  And healing sometimes still leaves scars.  Healing is sometimes incomplete.  Think of your scars as battle-wounds – evidence of how much wiser you are now- maps of where not to return.  Cherish these scars and honor them.  There will come times when they are the only reminder of where you have been, and how much you still need to grow.

10. Cherish every single moment.
There's 86,400 seconds in a day. My inner introvert tells me I don't want to see most family members and you're going to cringe at the thought of family gatherings and you'll do whatever you can to avoid having to socialize. Please stop. Don't be so scared, they're your family, they're forced to love you.

11. You won't always get what you want.
This year, I lost Southern Rep, I didn't get Mid Level JC, and I didn't get into Nationals. It's cool because everything happens for a reason and if it wasn't meant to be, then it wasn't meant to be, there's really no need to sweat it.

12. No one is better than you.
Its completely fine to know that you're better than someone and to not be afraid to say it.

13. Don't ever complain without offering a solution.

14. You're going to have highs and lows, find your midpoint.

15. God is good.

16. Life is NOT a race, it's a road trip, so don't be afraid to stop and enjoy the view.
Never ever fail to look and seek the beauty around you: the way your mother braves a smile regardless of previous events, the warmth of your siblings, the strength of your father, the slow, but steady sunrise and sunset, the way birds fly, and the way the wind whistles. God made all things beautiful, including you, and the most wonderful thing about life, but often the most forgotten, is to look around you and soak it all in.

17. Don't be so hard on yourself.
I'm still learning how to do this but you are human. You are allowed to make mistakes and then you learn from them. If you fail, it's cool, get back up and you'll do better next time. "Do things that feed your soul, not your ego, and you will be happy."

June 22, 2015: Dear Bryn, It's been awhile since I did anything with my witty. I kind of lowkey decided I wouldn't change much on here because you know, you're not here to see it and you know, it's not the same?

followed back


Dear Bryn, I know you might not see this because you probably moved on already, but I just wanted
to remind you that I love you endlessly. I care about you so much and I meant every single word I've
ever said to you. You became my whole world so fast and I really couldn't see myself without you.
But now, I sort of had to because we had no choice. Maybe one day, we'll be together again? I just
want you to be happy and I hope you're okay. But I think its time to let you go, as much as it hurts me.
I havent been myself at all and honestly, I don't know how long I can keep this up. I've lived without
you before, and I have to learn how to do it again

I think its time
to finally let you go.
Maybe one day,
you'll love someone
like how



    You're all gullible


So my friend Michael picked Adelaide, Australia for his mission just so he can find his old girlfriend he met on an app.They dated 3 years ago and he literally thinks about her every single day. He listens to fireflies, hello Seattle, and my guardian angel because it reminds him of her. before he left, he used to say "what if she forgot about me already? that's okay though, because ill never forget her because she was my first and the only person ill ever love." he spends half of his day going to supermarkets and furniture stores just to look for her and asks people if they know her. his Monday emails are normally saying where he went and peoples reactions towards this. oh and last Monday, his email was "What if she found someone? If she did, I would ask her if she's happy, does she love him, and if he treats her better than how he treated her. If she says yes to all 3, then I'd be happy for her." It's been 4 weeks since he left and he doesn't stop thinking about her every single day. #finddanielle

I think you could easily
be a runway model for sweatpants


I love summer and all but

I miss the fall...