ostalgia was not meant
to
be something repetetively
experienced; at
least not in
the way many people use it.
I don't want to live a life in which I'm constantly
thinking about the good times
and desiring to go back to them.
I want to look back, be grateful for the experience, and also
be grateful that I am happy now. There is no point in
turning
back to the past. There is good now. You know more now. Your
life is now. Live it the best you can. Soon, these will be
the days you'll remember fondly.