JakeFromWitty

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You are the reason I live, the reason I breathe, when God thought of Jake, he thought of Hannah, like I said before. Because they go together, just like how H and J are right next to eachother on the keyboard. I am one step closer. One step closer to many things, but everyday, I am one step closer to you, maybe not distance wise, but heart wise. Now the song "A Thousand Years" came on. You don't need to worry about me pointing out a remark on it. But please, never quit making connections, no matter how small or how big. I have three words, I love Witty. Because without it, I would have never met such an amazing, extravagent, breath-taking, beautiful, independant, charming, marvelous, lovely, extraordinary, wonderful, wondrous, stupefying, bewildering, astounding, impressive, stunning, staggering, kind, nice, intelligent, kindhearted, tenderhearted, altruistic, amiable, affectionate, amicable, beneficient, benevolent, benign, clement, courteious, gracious, loving, propitious, sympathetic, humanitarian, polite, unselfish, obliging, friendly, cooperative, considerate, good-listener, helpful, accomodating, caring, fond, devoted, warmhearted, self-sacrificing, pleasing, sociable, swell, cheerful, awesome, crazy in a good way, unqiue, awe-inspiring, overwhelming, fabulous, mindblowing, great, good, fantastic, legendary, terrific, phenomenal, rad, unreal, unbelievable, uncommon, superb, best, wow, out-of-this-world, young lady. And I will never meet someone like you again. Because you aren't a copy, but an original. You're a classic. Hannah, I had a smile from the moment I started typing, to them moment I stop, if I could type everything I ever wanted to say to you, my typing would be endless. Everyday, after I stop talking to you, I immeditely start missing you again. That's how much you mean to me, I can never let go, but you know what they say, if they truly love you, they will have to let go. And Hannah, you know I love you like a bestfriend. So if there ever comes a time where we need to seperate, I will have to let you go. But there will never be a goodbye, I am done saying goodbye, let's replace it with "Talk soon". Because I know I will always find some way to speak to you. No matter how many days we haven't spoken, there wont ever be a goodbye, remember that. As much as I want to continue typing, I shall stop now. I truly hope you enjoyed reading this. And now for Jake's signature ending, a quote: A sister is a gift from God, sent from above to make life worthwile here below .
Love, Jake

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That is my relationship with you. A bestfriend/sister/brother relationship. The best relationship of all. True friendship multiplies the good in life and divides its evils. Strive to have friends, for life without friends is like life on a desert island...to find one real friend in a lifetime is good fortune: to keep him is a blessing. A blessing by God. I have found on real friend in my lifetime, it isn't over, but you are that friend, and if God decides to let me keep you, now that's a blessing. But I won't lose you, not now, not ever. No one can determine your future but yourself. So promise me, that your future will include me in it, just as mine will include you. Now the song "My Heart Will Go On" came on. "Near, far, wherever you are, I believe that the heart does go on". I believe it to, distance doesn't matter, it's the way we feel towards eachother. And though we drifted apart in distance, I still think of you as being right here, next to me. And although we have many new peers, aquatinces, even friends by our side, it is our friendship that means the most to me. You know what I cannot wait for? Life after death. Heaven, is what we shall call it. Because there is no doubt you're going there. And Heaven is also something important that symbolizes you. Like I have told you in the past, you are my Heaven. That still will go on, and will always go on. Hannah, I know at times I can be sad, mad, angry, but it's never at you. If I ever do let out all my anger on you, you must tell me thatBecause I don't intend on hurting you, not in any way, shape, or form. And even if I ever do end up being mad at you, it won't change a thing, not how I feel about you, not how I feel about our friendship, it wont change a thing. Because, you are my moon, my sun, my stars, my universe. my Milky way, my Pluto, my Mars, my Venus, my Jupiter, my Uranis, my Earth, my Mercury, my Neptune, my Saturn, my Solar System, my Galaxy, my sky, my ground, my light, my stage, my world, my everything, and you will always be these things and so much more. But most importantly, my sister/best friend. You're flawless, maybe not in your eyes, but in my eyes. You are my inspiration, the one who I look up to. You have a whole life ahead of you, you are strong. You have a perfect smile, one that can hide everything, all the secrets. Maybe one day, you will speak the truth, but for now, I understand that they will remain hidden. Good Luck Hannah, I know yo u have many goals in life, and I ensure you, that you will acheive and succeed in reaching each and every single one of them. Because even though many can bring you down, you have those people in life, who can't live without you. I am one of those people .
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Dear Hannah,
I see your blue eyes, every time I close mine. You make it hard to see. Because nobody knows what it's like to be the "Bad man", to be the "Sad man" , behind blue eyes. You're so innocent, too innocent. There's so much behind you, so much that I may never know . But I am here, on a journey, on an adventure, to find the reason behind those eyes. To find the lies behind those eyes, to find the truth behind those eyes. And I know there is something there, because there is no emptiness in your soul. From the moment I met you, to now, I am in awe. Not knowing things would turn out this way. God took a twist, a twist through fate, through destiny. You know what they say, "God works in mysterious ways". And even though one said that to correspond it to death, there is no death here, is there? We're both alive, alive and breathing. What a mask were wearing, because even though we're alive on the outside, we're dying on the inside. Why are we dying? Well, we were put here to figure that out. Just now, the song "You Found Me", came on. I just chuckled because it's wrong. The message left from the song, isn't correct, not in this situation. "Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me, lying on the floor, Surrounded, Surrounded. Why'd you have to wait? where were you? Where were you? Just a little late." Isn't that funny, just a little late? You were never late, early even, because it's never too late. Lost and insecure, can't tell you how true that is, but I never realized this is how I felt about myself. You did find me, and I was lucky to be found by you. Hannah, you're the one who has let me speak the truth. Because, just like I said in my speech, as secrets/problems/issues, start to bulid up and stay hidden, one will turn to beating themselves, hurting themselves, cutting themselves. I never turned to any of that, did I? Not at all, you know what I turned to? You, every time I had the chance to talk to you, i'd jump at it. Because you were, still are, the solution toall my problems, and I cannot believe I never figured that out until now. You've been with me through the long ride, but it isn't the end, it isn't even the end of the beginning, but perhaps the beginning of the introduction. And I am ready to advance to the next level. Are you? Of course you are, because when I am ready, you're ready. I know you are ready, because you are that other part of me. My missing peice. But you aren't missing anymore, you've solved the puzzle, and now, it's time for me to solve you. I have so much to say, so much, I haven't told you yet. And i'm sure you do as well. It takes time. And throughout this time period, is when it'll be said. Time is free, but it's priceless. You can't own it, but you can use it. You can't keep it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it, you can never get it back. And that's what scares me, losing you. Because once i've lost you, I can never get you back. I am not asking for chances, because I shouldn't be making mistakes to start with. You symbolize many things in my mind, but one of the most important things that you symbolize is time, my time. All that time, wasted on you, it was all worth it, and it wasn't wasted, but earned. Our memories, will forever be cherised, and remembered. Now let's discuss "Our" goofy smile. I used to think it meant so much, it still does. But then I realized, a smile happens in a flash, but its memory can last a lifetime. My life, no matter how long, no matter how short, our memories will never fade, and will indeed go beyond a lifetime. “Life: a cycle. A series of events, meetings, and departures. Friends discovered, others lost, Precious time, wastes away. Big droplet tears are shed for yesterday, but are dried in time for tomorrow, until all that remain are foggy, broken memories of a happy yesteryear.” There is so much more than that, everyone has a unique way of living, but for the most part, this corresponds to almost everyone's life. But they forgot a part in that quote above. It goes right in the friends section, oh, how silly of me. They never forgot it. I wasn't reading correctly, I should learn to read between the lines next time. Because it says Hannah. It says so much more, but that is the number two thing on there. Number two, you're probably dying to figure out the truth behind that number, well it won't be told until after I figure out the truth behind you. Hannah, what do you think of when you hear the word friendship? I immediately think of you. You have proved to me that you are not only my bestfriend, but my sister. I hope I have proved the same to you. But if not, I understand, but I will work to the best of my ability to live up to that position. Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing. I'm not saying that I don't love you, because I do, like a brother loves his sister. You are and will always be my best friend. Lot's of people, so many, say we should date. I'm so tired of hearing that. Do you know why? Because friendship comes before a relationship. And friendship that flows from the heart cannot be frozen by adversity, as the water that flows from the spring cannot congeal in winter. That is how strong our friendship is. It is a responsiblity, never an opportunity. I don't think of you as a partner, but a sister. You are that other half to my heart. Such as twins seperated at birth, they are the other half to eachothers hearts. What i'm trying to say is, you will always be my best friend, my sister, nothing more. And I know it's the same with you. Others who surround us, I know the way they see it. I wanted to make things clear. Friendships are fragile things, and require as much handling as any other fragile and precious thing. Friendship, in my mind, goes before a relationship, it is above it, always will be. The best relationships-frienship, a relationship, where one knows the other more than anyone else can know that person. A relationship, where one can not only tell that person anything, but everything.
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When the world turns upside down,
it's nice to have someone upside down with you.
I am lucky to have that person.
SmileLove (Hannah)

Dear Hannah(SmileLove),
You're the best thing that has ever happened to me. I've known you for a month and a couple days now and I already trust you 100%. Now you don't know everything about me and that's why I promise that from now on, I will be more open with you. No more, "It doesn't matter" or "Forget it". Our times together have been amazing. Remember that time I said I wanted to "Leave" Witty? Well the reason I ended up staying was for YOU. It would be selfish of me to leave someone as amazing as you and without you on my side, i'd be nothing. You're the superhero, i'm the sidekick. Don't even get me started on that amazing sense of humor of yours. Our inside jokes, our days of laughter, our goofy smiles. I especially love those "Memory" tests that we do every once in a while to see who remembered most about eachother. Or you counting down the days until our birthdays(which are one day apart). Not to mention the worlds best horoscope..........cough..........cough.....LEO. "It's the best horoscope, because we share it". I will forever treasure that quote said by you. I already told you my first impression of you, but I don't care, i'm saying it again: I like this girl, she seems pretty cool. I'd really like to get to know her. I hadn't felt that way towards anyone else here on Witty. Know why? Because you're special. You're my ray of light. That star thats always shining. That positive person. But I have come to see that everyone has days where they can be negative. And I need to understand that it isn't all about "Me". You know i'm concieded, don't go telling me i'm not. Because I love admitting my flaws. Hannah, I guess what I am trying to say is, you're more than just a "Witty Sister" to me. You're above and beyond. You know that quote "Shoot for the moon. If you miss, you will land among the stars". Well I shot for the moon and I made it. You're my moon, my precious moon. You've been with me through the tough times and the endless. The journey that has brought us here has been amazing. But it is not ending, and it NEVER will. As much as I say this, I want you to know that you mean the world to me. If I could give you a million hugs I would, but that isn't enough to repay someone as amazing as you. If I was offered $10 million dollars or you, I would choose you over the money. Just remember, "A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out." When I hear that quote, of you. Hannah, you are the definition of Perfect.
-Jake