Bethany, I'm sorry. I've been a selfish idiot. But I miss you, so much. I know you'd want me to be happy, to celebrate the fact that you really lived, even if it was only for 13 years... But it's nearly impossible. Every time I'm in a good mood, I suddenly think "How can you be happy? Your best friend is gone. You'll never see her amazing smile or hear her laugh again. She's gone."
I hate it. I hate cancer.
I love you.
Recovering.
James | 14 | East London
colleenlovesmelissa - Cancer.
TaliaWasHere - Ugh, I said don't ask... But you can recover from blindness if you end up blind because of a trauma.
Everyone else - Thanks(:
I wasn't able to go to school all the time, but when I did, I wrote and read things with the Braille alphabet. Look it up if you don't know what it is.
But she's dead now, so I'll never be happy until I die and I see her again.