Janerbananer

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Joined: February 21, 2012
Last Seen: 5 years
user id: 276376
Gender: F














I'm just a 15 year old girl. I know I'm not perfect, I know I'm not really pretty and I know I'm not really skinny either but I'm trying my best and that's all anyone should ever ask of me. I hide behind fake smiles and laughs, and  I pretend my way through life. I know I'll never please everyone but at least I'd like to please myself.. I love God and believe each day is a blessing but that doesn't mean I don't go through hard times. Life is a gift so don't waste it. I love poetry and writing, I'm honest as honest gets when it comes to what I think and I really don't care what others think of me.
 
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Quotes by Janerbananer

B/tch, I've been through hell and come out the other side, I've hated myself, tried to kill myself, starved myself and given myself scars that are constant reminders of it all. You know nothing about what I've been through, you have no right to judge me when you couldn't even handle half the sh/t I've been through..
I don't want to be your rebound girl..
I've loved him for two years and he knows it, we talk every night and tonight at 11:11 I told him to make a wish and he told me he wished him and his girlfriend will last forever.. He talks about her non-stop and he doesn't even care.. Just two ddays before they started dating he told me he loved me.. He broke my heart yet again..
Eventually I'll either die, stop caring or forget so why not?
I don't get it, why is it called plus sized if you're bigger? Aren't we all plus sized if we're bigger than size zero..?
So my mom saw some cuts on my wrist on Wednesday cause my bracelets slipped. I can tell she's been wanting to bring it up all week but I haven't given her the chance. This'll be the third time she says something and I know this time she'll make me go pour my friggin heart out to some stranger who doesn't even give a sh/t. I really don't have a clue what to do now.. We'll be off visiting random relatives for the next two weeks but after that I'm screwed.. I have no  idea what to do.. Help?
What didn't kill me never made me stronger..
Don't tell me it's all going to be ok. No. Once you go through the hell I have and live the life I do and manage to find a way to fix it, then you can tell me it'll be ok but until then just shut up.
HELP! K so this guy I used to like wants to get together and basically just make out. I really don't want to but I was trying to be nice cause he likes me and he took it as me actually wanting to do that. How do I tell him I don't actually but do it in a nice way?