Jasminekaybutterfly

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Joined: June 14, 2011
Last Seen: 8 years
Birthday: March 19
user id: 183087
Location: Maine
Gender: F

I'm Jasmine, I was born on March 19th, 1997. I have been through so much. People don't realize how fragile I am. I cry so easily. But I don't choose to be that way. I have a lot of anger and pain inside of me, that no amount of time will make go away. It will always be there. On August 16th 2010 I was . I spent the first year after that not eating, cutting, smoking, drinking. Anything to kill the pain and make me forget. I had to deal with it all on my own. I had no help. Then I told my therapist who told my mom. And for the past year I have been fighting for justice. It hasn't been easy. I have tried to kill myself 12 times. My dad is an alcoholic that doesn't care about me, my siblings, or mom. I have been put through the ringer. Lets just say that. But people forget, and they think I am fine. But I'm not. I'm pretty miserable on the inside. But I've learned no one likes a sad girl. So I try to hide it all. 

But I do have an amazingly perfect boyfriend who makes it easier. We've been dating since 3/3/12. He's my best friend and boyfriend and I don't know where I'd be without him. He gives my life a meaning, and makes me feel special. He tells me that I'm beautiful, even though he knows what I think about myself. He seems to always know how to make me smile. I love him so much, and I will marry this boy someday. People spend their whole lives searching for a love like this. And I was lucky enough to find it early. He'll always be my boy, Through tuff, hard, and hell. Forever and always.


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smoshandtosh224 8 years ago
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Buttttttmonkey doesnt show up. I live that word. Dangitt.
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smoshandtosh224 8 years ago
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Hey Jazz. Has the stopped bothering you? Lord, I hate that guy and I've never met him. I miss you. I keep trying to talk to you, but I am a busy bee. I love you girl. Stay strong and we'll talk soon. <3
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beyourself03 8 years ago
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Hello lovely follower! Sorry for the spam but could you please check out my story account: beyourself03_stories? it would mean the absolute world to me! :)
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jade101 9 years ago
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Come Bak!
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smoshandtosh224 9 years ago
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been awhile boo. i miss you <3 you and i have been through a lot. you may live a state away, but hell, you are amazing. i've told you a looooooot. and you've told me a lot. i wrote a letter to your superintendent so would get reprimanded for his bitchy actions and cruelty. did it work? well i love you ever so much and i cherish our friendship. let's vow to talk more. i vow to talk to you more. (: love ya Jazz.
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Whatawittyfeeling 9 years ago
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Hello darling dear. I haven't talked to you in so long! How are you, my loveling? Not so well? you can always come talk to me. I want you to know that you're beautiful. Stop making yourself think otherwise. You. are. beautiful. That's it. period. end of story.
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funkydancer1234 9 years ago
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girl your fricten gorgeous and dont let anyone tell you different! your honestly my insperation like you are so strong inside and out... you and your boyfriend are adorable and i hope one day you guys will get married! I'm always praying for you since the day i clicked onto your page 3/12/12 yes i remember the date! ( I'm weird like that, lol) ever since i saw you you have inspired me to be so much more and believe in myself.
i thought this might brighten up your day <3
your, friend Hannah
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iwishiwasbeautiful 9 years ago
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^ adorable pictureee
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jennyracinggirl 9 years ago
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Thanks Il be sure to keep that in mind
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jennyracinggirl 9 years ago
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Hey love . So I know we don't really talk on here that much . And I know how your going through . May 19,24 I was . And still is hard to get through. Right now I'm in the middle of going to court with the guy that me . So I was thinking maybe we can both help eachother out if you wanted.
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OWLSandSPONGEBOBequalLIFE 9 years ago
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No problem
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OWLSandSPONGEBOBequalLIFE 9 years ago
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Hi sweetie(:
So,you're beautiful :3
I just read your quote, if you need anything, someone to talk to or even just a friend,I'm here< 3
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ChubbyMushrooms 9 years ago
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Hey :) i just saw you quote , and i know i probably have no idea how you feel , but my dad and my step dad walked out on my mum , me and my brother :/ so im always here to talk <3 xxx
Stay Strong and Never Lose Hope
Ellie x
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xxCaliLizxx 9 years ago
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any time:)
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iwishiwasbeautiful 9 years ago
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hey! i can't imagine what you're going through now but i want you to know that we're all here for you so keep staying strong!<3
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$* 9 years ago
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so sorry
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MarcuzIssexy 9 years ago
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DONT EXACTLY KNOW WHERE THAT IS..But ill try and find him for ya(:
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$* 9 years ago
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Is your mom working?
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$* 9 years ago
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I know what you are passing through right now. My dad would leave anytime-even in the middle of the night, and not come back. I know your dad went to florida, so I cant even imagine what your passing through. I was always so scared of what he was doing because he would always loose his mind, and even thought about quitting his job
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teamjacob5898 9 years ago
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im doing great! remember im always here!! hang on girliee
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